My life is getting worse. Why can't the almighty end it already. I had so many close calls with deaths since 2024 it's near 100 but this almighty jerk keeps saving me from death. Maybe taking a half a bottle of ibuprofen will do it instead of trying to walk off the platform. Trying to get hit by a car walking in traffic. Still being ostracize by Goths emo outcasts which makes me lose all my friends and community's.