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I think I forget for most of my life that I have done a load of things, they just aren’t good at making me money so I’ve been taught to not value them. But most of what I’ve experienced I’ve not shared with anyone else whether it was because I was alone and/or bc I never mentioned it to anyone since I talked about the numerous other things.
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
The more I spend time getting to understand people deeper and so much of what other people live they forget too. Especially people who have low self esteem or say they do nothing. Theres a big gap between feeling dissatisfied with your life and your life being boring or ruined
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
Projection has to be the most dangerous process in this world where everyone feels so much and make emotion based decisions without being conscious about it or having internalized they should brush things off if it’s not economically viable.
Even with ADHD it’s wayyyy more stimulating and rewarding to finish movies, videos, etc. on a nearby TV, or on a mobile device connected to a speaker. My laptop is kinda inconvenient but watching things from my iPad is cozy and way more interesting than my phone. Plus, reading on public transit is more doable than reading in any quiet spaces.
I watched Pulp Fiction for the first time and it was very fun. I’m sad he died. But he legit was an asshole. Hmmm, No Other Choice with Lee Byung-hun was amazing tho. Like now, I know I have to learn Korean soon to watch art like that but understand the cultural layer better. I cannot wait to see “Is this thing On?” and I cannot believe they aren’t screening
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
Dust Bunny anywhere near here. Also Wake Up Dead Man was amazinggngngnngng, legit the best Knives Out Mystery so far and the last/second one wasn’t even that great so I cannot wait what they have next
I started painting again, but my other 20+ hobbies are still waiting as I decide to finish older projects but get distracted by ideas of my newest direction
I’m manifesting for in the new year to come, people will say more words. Like when one communicates, everyone will say more details, more nuance, more history and hold more clarity than everything before because it’s a new forever state.
Music helps lifting your mood better on speakers (of any kind) than headphones.

Lowkey, headphones are for when you want to feel a specific emotion alongside music or else nothing feels right on your queue…
You ever feel that even within the supposed “odd ones out,” you cannot be integrated with them? Like people who are weird are somehow less weird than I?
Somehow this forum reminds me of that. That feeling.
Been working on my “potential” more effectively since 2020/2021. Yet, I still fear weirded out by how things have changed. Like, I literally just started doing things and felt dissatisfied with how I was doing but I kept trying in other opportunities and it’s cumulated now? I wouldn’t say that I don’t recognize how I am, more that I don’t recognize who I was…
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
One thing is the same, no matter how many things I loved, can love and love more starting now, I hate this planet.
I’m going to write a Psychology novel, a sci-fi sapphic romance novel and a semiautobiographical essay. Which is crazy and exciting and extremely exhausting to think about. I’ve been working on it for a while ofc, little more recently but I have feared actually sitting down to write chapters even tho I have done enough research so far so accomplish a good few drafts of the narratives. Would you believe it,
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
I’m procrastinating out of fear not habit. Like I’m so nervous and scared that I work on it but not in a more serious way. I’m also working on a surrealist documentary but so far I have the draft of my idea. No scripts or tangible results. But I have the pieces in my hand so why do i want to cry ヽ(`Д´)ノ
I withdrew from College to focus on my healing and creative projects then I got the hint that I wasn’t going to be able to write much of anything. So, now I really need to get out of my parents hold. I’ve been wanting and planning to try being a VoiceActor, or work as a babysitter. Hopefully something comes along soon to help me start to get a source of income. I cannot wait to be able to feel safe and have fun even-
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
in the earlier moments after I wake up without fearing for any actions from my birth mother or half sister.

I also really have felt the need to learn about my ancestry, I want to know if I have other ethnicities influencing me today. Which I would love tbh. If I was also Asian, Native American, Egyptian, etc.
I regret coming back on here in January, winter is the hardest season for us (humans) since it’s the recovering and resting period until the new year start in spring. Here, I feel the distress in lots of the newer posts here, not the resting part (rest is not smt one can show or perform to others). Anywho, it makes me sad but also overwhelmed so idk. I just hope ppl manage to build on their strengths and realize-
MerCsDs
MerCsDs
they need to face, feel and let go of how others have made them felt eventually as well as how they’ve projected who they are based on that past harmful environment. To nurture their own self esteem and self care, as a truth “Action is the antidote to despair” said by Joan Baez.
Some snakes look like leaves, and that's why you should always watch your step.
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A snake's greatest fear is being stepped on by large animals. They're very sensitive to vibrations in the ground and will get out of your way if they can.
TBRS1
TBRS1
Here, we have hog nose snakes. They can get about 2 feet long, and are fat.

Despite the fact that cobras don't live within 1000s of miles, a hog nose snake's first line of defense is to rear up like a cobra. If that doesn't work, it roles over and plays dead.
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What a weird winter
tamalito
tamalito
6°C in the morning, then up to 27°C 😭
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So...in Farenheit that's from about 42 in the morning, to around 80.
We have variations like that in the fall.

Forecast here for tomorrow is possible high of 40+ degrees,
which is very warm for January.
tamalito
tamalito
Yeah it's been like that since December here, at least I get to wear hoodies in the morning lol
Wallabies are cute, and were once mistaken for aliens for making crop circles.
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They are slowly becoming very well established right the way across southern England and Wales as feral pests. At the moment everyone thinks they're cute and loves seeing them but that will change in the next 50 years or so.

How common are wild wallabies in Suffolk and Norfolk?
TBRS1
TBRS1
I knew it was really prankster wallabies all along. I was not fooled, not even a little bit for a short time.
:)
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