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3rd ER visit in a week. Beginning to wonder if I should sue the insurance company for negligence in not approving a wheelchair for me. My body is so weakened now from six months in bed, that I have a bunch of resulting health problems. Every time a doctor finds out I've been stuck at home, they blame my resulting debility for my weakness and illness.
tree
tree
Do you at least have a walker?
Yeshuasdaughter
Yeshuasdaughter
I have a new wheelchair since last month. But all the months spent bedbound, I lost muscle tone, endurance, etc. I got a lot more sensitive and weaker. And gained weight. I am not in a good spot, physically. My heart, lungs, everything is weaker. Not just my legs.
I find it's nice to do one thing that makes you happy each day. It adds up to lifetime of happiness.
Metalhead
Metalhead
And that is why I always have a cup of coffee when I wake up at my place.
At the hospital with my roommate. We found out someone's been hurting one of our friends and now we're waiting on forensic nurse and some doctors.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
Omg, that is so sad and terrible :( I wish you all the best and hope this situation is dealt with swiftly so everyone can recover. Hope the perpetrator gets in trouble.
Aspychata
Aspychata
This sounds super creepy.
Trophonius
Trophonius
Why do you mean by "hurting"? And why?
Love breakup lonely songs so much they cheer me in any mood
Dagan
Dagan
Let this be a reminder that you are far from alone because there are millions of Taylor Swift fans...and that's practically the only kind of songs she writes.
T
thejuice
And also songs about haters @Dagan 😁
Aspychata
Aspychata
Did you get everything up and running? Did you get your potatoes planted?
oregano
oregano
Haven't planted the potatoes yet. I will do that in a day or two. I really need to do it since they're sprouting.
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And then this is a heavily filtered version of that previous one. This is actually a mashup of the "tiles" one from yesterday, and the one I just posted previously. I used a combination of Filter Forge and Photoshop to do this.
Dagan
Dagan
Like a supernova. Cool.
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My newest fractal creation. This one is interesting in that there's a lot of versatility for it to act as a base for other objects.
My husband and I desperately want to go on vacation. Our honeymoon is scheduled for June because of the unpredictable weather we've been having here, and because our hockey season ends in April. It's hard to wait, though.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
We're going to our summer house :) We just want a nice, chill vacation far away from everyone and everything, and don't want to have to worry about booking flights or anything.
AprilR
AprilR
That's the best plan, most touristic places are too crowded in summer anyway.
Judge
Judge
Makes sense to have such a plan. Hang in there....:)
My friends I made last August believe I have talents and don't want to give up on me, unlike you and others from the other places the past 7 years.
Tony Ramirez
Tony Ramirez
I already have I just am having trouble believing it due to other people saying I am not entitled to have it or I am not well enough for it.
AprilR
AprilR
You are allowed to ignore them,everyone sees each other from their own perspective after all. Also even if you made mistakes in the past you can always improve yourself with time.
M
Matthias
I know it seems like people have given up on you but I think many people have run out of advice to give you and don't think repeating the same advice again would be helpful especially since it seems like you don't want to hear it. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
Long, boring drive this morning… maybe solved by car karaoke :P
These playoffs are absolutely not high stakes btw, we are an entry level team playing against hot messes who drop their sticks, fall, and hit the post on an empty net… it’s been called the “consolation cup” lol. That is how we keep bulldozing everyone. We just suck *less*. It’s just for fun!
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
This is like 1000 levels below the NHL 😅 More like @Outdated's bowling team...
I'm in no way trying to demean myself or imply that I'm a bad goalie, but I'm usually up against goalies who block shots like they're blindfolded, lol. For what our team is, we're very good, which is why we keep winning, but the competition is usually dead in the water.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
If anyone wants a laugh, look up "funny beer league hockey stories" or "weird goalie stories" on Reddit, lol. I can't share links here because most of them are rude, but there are some good ones on there.
T
thejuice
Have fun stomping the rookies! 😁
Apparently, I have this thing when I'm distressed, my ears hurt. Is that weird?
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
Could be a symptom of a pressure headache.
Raggamuffin
Raggamuffin
Or Sternocleidomastoid (SCM) muscle tension, I get that. Can cause headaches, ear ache, jaw pain, tooth pain, shoulder pain.
Judge
Judge
When on the verge of a shutdown, both of my ears begin to ring.
Tonight’s panic attack was induced by a man who pepper sprayed my dad and then PULLED OUT A GUN

I’m sorry guys I need to get away and recuperate for a minute.
Aspychata
Aspychata
That sounds bad. :(
oregano
oregano
Holy cow poop, that sounds awful! Anybody would flip out if their dad had capsicum and a gun pulled on them.
We have a playoff game in Connecticut tomorrow afternoon, and I’m already wiped out and lagging from this past week in general. It’s been chaotic lol. Hopefully I can get it together.
Wow. Me VS. Schizo stepdad since last JANUARY. How can you actually be aware that you’re crazy and just not be willing to stop or fix it at all?! Hell, I manifested a tulpa and not even my SISTER thinks I’m crazy!
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Aspychata
Aspychata
He definitely hasn't been a father in the sense of caring, protective father. That burden is very tough for you, your mom, and sister to carry everyday.
I've obviously mentioned that my husband and I are Nashville Predators fans (hockey team.) So is one of our friends. My best friend, however, is a Buffalo Sabres fan. The Preds are playing the Sabres tonight and we're all watching the game at our house.
My dad (also a [former] hockey goalie) said "Looks like someone's getting voted off the island" 😂
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
They've also got a relatively "old" team- most of these guys are my age, or more. They need some 18-20 yr old players. The veterans run out of steam halfway through every game.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
Pekka (husband) and Levi (best friend) are gonna be fired up at each other for the rest of the night lol. Just what we need before we play in a travel playoff game tomorrow :D
1ForAll
1ForAll
@thejuice, I have lots of those shirts as football is my fav sport, followed by hockey. I used to love basketball until the Buffalo Braves pro basketball team left for California in the 1970s. We do not have a baseball team either .No offense to Detroit, but I cannot follow their local sports teams as once you are hooked to your prior home teams, I keep my allegiances there.
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