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How the hell can work be dead... until the moment I sign on and calls start fecking flooding through? What the hell? How is that fair? Bloody buggers!
Does anyone else get really confused when you are trying to do something, like typing or working out number / money and the people you are doing this for just keep f**king talking and will not shut the hell up? This guy I just spoke to just would NOT stop f**king talking. I actually asked him to stop talknig as it was confusing me and I wasn't able to work out what I needed to refund him... Event hat didn't stop him and he just kept going. I understand that people are inquisitive and want to understand these things, but give me time to gather thoughts and actually process what I supposed to be doing instead of hounding me and pushing me into a corner. I hate people man, ergh.
I've really been noticing yet more and more Aspie symptoms. My hatred of unnecessary noise, my confusion and dislike of things such as addiction, how it confuses me the need for women to wear high heels when all they ever do is complain about how much it hurts their feet (Why the f**king hell do it to yourself then? It's not that hard of a situation to get yourself out of???) and other such things that seem so bloody logical to me but are apparently so hard to get an answer to. I know this is MEGA cheap coming from someone who has a lot of problems with other things, but hey haha.
I wonder why these things stress us out so badly, take things so personally and such? I think what I find the hardest, is why it hurts so badly? and not being able to understand the things that are apparently so bastard clear to others?? As long as my assessment process is taking, I'm so enternally happy that something finally being done and looked at and they are trying to help me through everything. I have a meeting on the 17th with the lead guy at the Tavistock Centre (leading place in Europe that deal with these kinds of things) and another Doctor who I assume is going to be the person I will be seeing when I go there???? Who knows, hopefully it will be that, not that they have been really good at telling me what is happening next though, ggggrrrr.
I don't think this blog is gonna be quite consistant with the sentences and such, just more of a "put things down that you think of, when you think of them" instead of the more conherant and consitant blog I was planning on, lolz!
My punctuation sucks balls man, someone said to me (via some social networking site) that I had good punctuation.... God damn did I laugh hard and properly out loud hahaha.
How the hell can work be dead... until the moment I sign on and calls start fecking flooding through? What the hell? How is that fair? Bloody buggers!
Does anyone else get really confused when you are trying to do something, like typing or working out number / money and the people you are doing this for just keep f**king talking and will not shut the hell up? This guy I just spoke to just would NOT stop f**king talking. I actually asked him to stop talknig as it was confusing me and I wasn't able to work out what I needed to refund him... Event hat didn't stop him and he just kept going. I understand that people are inquisitive and want to understand these things, but give me time to gather thoughts and actually process what I supposed to be doing instead of hounding me and pushing me into a corner. I hate people man, ergh.
I've really been noticing yet more and more Aspie symptoms. My hatred of unnecessary noise, my confusion and dislike of things such as addiction, how it confuses me the need for women to wear high heels when all they ever do is complain about how much it hurts their feet (Why the f**king hell do it to yourself then? It's not that hard of a situation to get yourself out of???) and other such things that seem so bloody logical to me but are apparently so hard to get an answer to. I know this is MEGA cheap coming from someone who has a lot of problems with other things, but hey haha.
I wonder why these things stress us out so badly, take things so personally and such? I think what I find the hardest, is why it hurts so badly? and not being able to understand the things that are apparently so bastard clear to others?? As long as my assessment process is taking, I'm so enternally happy that something finally being done and looked at and they are trying to help me through everything. I have a meeting on the 17th with the lead guy at the Tavistock Centre (leading place in Europe that deal with these kinds of things) and another Doctor who I assume is going to be the person I will be seeing when I go there???? Who knows, hopefully it will be that, not that they have been really good at telling me what is happening next though, ggggrrrr.
I don't think this blog is gonna be quite consistant with the sentences and such, just more of a "put things down that you think of, when you think of them" instead of the more conherant and consitant blog I was planning on, lolz!
My punctuation sucks balls man, someone said to me (via some social networking site) that I had good punctuation.... God damn did I laugh hard and properly out loud hahaha.
