"Hey I'm sorry about coming off as a creep I don't know why I did that crap and I know you must hate my guts right now. Honestly speaking I'm used to talking to women face to face or thru text because of the fear I'd do some stupid stuff like that. I didn't mean for that to happen either I got on the phone I got nervous and talked real low cause I didn't want to mess up. Like I'm mildly autistic which I'm other words means that I'm not that good at interacting with people especially cute women like you. I just wish I knew you couldn't hear me because I would've spoken and I'm not a bad guy. I'm just a misunderstood guy who loves making people to hide his rough life." That's what I said to a woman that didn't care about what I had to say after I said that so I've become more cold-blooded and unfeeling.
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Throwback to June after I realized that I messed up big time
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