Constantly feel like im on a slippery slope about to fall to my death any minute. I can't ever relax or people will understand there is something off about me. I wish someone would help me, or tell me that it's okay to take it easy. Not even my therapist tells me that, because she also knows there is no other way. Even if i were to become open about my difficulties, how much i am enduring i already know no one will help me. They will Just look at me like i grew a second head and ignore me. So at some point i gave up. My best will never be enough for people, so why should i even try my best? Whatever happens happens, so i will Just live to the best of my ability until i die. Those people who live in a different world should also live their own lives.