I feel awful inside but numb outside. Its like the anxiety and nausea is inside an ice shell. I hope it will pass soon.
I said what i meant to my friend and it did not end well. I had to mask but i was too anxious and i let it slip.
I am beginning to think she will not call or message me again. I hope i will have a good future even without her or any other friends. I am scared of being alone. So so scared.
I said what i meant to my friend and it did not end well. I had to mask but i was too anxious and i let it slip.
I am beginning to think she will not call or message me again. I hope i will have a good future even without her or any other friends. I am scared of being alone. So so scared.
