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Dream

Had a dream in which i was chasing the feeling of my youth. I went to the places that i went as a child, rode a scooter, i was looking my cousin that i was close to when i was a child. I chatted with her and told her about my memories of childhood. I asked to go to the art course i used to go when i was a child. The world seemed like a magical place for only that moment in my dream. I was surprised to feel that feeling again.

I don't know what that dream means except nostalgia, but i felt like i was missing something and my worldview was wrong when i woke up. I might be wrong about life maybe. But living with a certain worldview prevented me from being hurt all these years

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