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Day 6: Today was harder

By Moonhart44 · Sep 26, 2020 · ·
  1. I didnt get good sleep. I have racing thoughts and i'm always wondering if its time to wake up at around 7 am. my pets were being rambunctious today however. i felt very frustrated today. small things were not going my way. im not sure it is because i'm depressed, or i had a melt down, but i broke down in tears. I was worried i would have to smoke to escape, but did yoga, and i am happy i didnt have to. i am happy i didnt quit in the middle or after 10 minutes either.

    im kinda sad about my job still. I have a lot of factors i need to juggle, but i guess there are so many things i have to do, i get stuck and do nothing.

    These are my pets since i talk about them so much. one is a dwelf sphynx. there are 3 types of sphynxes (note i did not say three types of hairless cat breeds. there are several i learned): Plain ol sphynx, bambino sphinx, and dwelf sphynx. the latter two are mixed with munchin cats to have tiny arms. the one i have is mixed with an american curl and a munchin cat, so his ears are curled. he is very very friendly. i never owned a cat, and niether has my immediate family. im glad he was worth the trouble.

    the other pet i have is Pompeii. i would have to say she may be my best friend. she is a sweetie, and a piggy. she is 6 years old and came with me on the plan from CA to VA. shes getting old now and i'm realizing, wow i never thought i'd have an animal live this long. i always feel incapable of being responsible for a living being. 120147614_163745288710732_6065972200487880850_n.jpg

    About Author

    I am an Los Angeles native who moved to Virginia in an attempt to travel. I am an artist by trade, and passionate about my job. I have two pets: a dwelf sphynx and a pug (the pug came with me to Virginia from California). My counselor diagnosed me with Severe Depressive Disorder, General Anxiety Disorder, and Autsim Spectrum Disorder 1. I am also currently trying to get my Masters. I have a BA in Psych, double minor in art and writing, and working on my Masters in Art History.
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  1. Rae Ray
    Pets are great. That unconditional love is too much(in a super great way). I don't know what I would do without my Boston Terrier Harley. A lot of times Harley has been a wonderful thing in my life when I was in need.
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  2. AprilR
    Your pets are adorable! So lovely, also i used to do yoga too. It's really relaxing, i miss those days.
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    1. Moonhart44
      thank you! and yeh i like yoga but i am always struggling wiht motivation :v