I didnt get good sleep. I have racing thoughts and i'm always wondering if its time to wake up at around 7 am. my pets were being rambunctious today however. i felt very frustrated today. small things were not going my way. im not sure it is because i'm depressed, or i had a melt down, but i broke down in tears. I was worried i would have to smoke to escape, but did yoga, and i am happy i didnt have to. i am happy i didnt quit in the middle or after 10 minutes either.
im kinda sad about my job still. I have a lot of factors i need to juggle, but i guess there are so many things i have to do, i get stuck and do nothing.
These are my pets since i talk about them so much. one is a dwelf sphynx. there are 3 types of sphynxes (note i did not say three types of hairless cat breeds. there are several i learned): Plain ol sphynx, bambino sphinx, and dwelf sphynx. the latter two are mixed with munchin cats to have tiny arms. the one i have is mixed with an american curl and a munchin cat, so his ears are curled. he is very very friendly. i never owned a cat, and niether has my immediate family. im glad he was worth the trouble.
the other pet i have is Pompeii. i would have to say she may be my best friend. she is a sweetie, and a piggy. she is 6 years old and came with me on the plan from CA to VA. shes getting old now and i'm realizing, wow i never thought i'd have an animal live this long. i always feel incapable of being responsible for a living being.
im kinda sad about my job still. I have a lot of factors i need to juggle, but i guess there are so many things i have to do, i get stuck and do nothing.
These are my pets since i talk about them so much. one is a dwelf sphynx. there are 3 types of sphynxes (note i did not say three types of hairless cat breeds. there are several i learned): Plain ol sphynx, bambino sphinx, and dwelf sphynx. the latter two are mixed with munchin cats to have tiny arms. the one i have is mixed with an american curl and a munchin cat, so his ears are curled. he is very very friendly. i never owned a cat, and niether has my immediate family. im glad he was worth the trouble.
the other pet i have is Pompeii. i would have to say she may be my best friend. she is a sweetie, and a piggy. she is 6 years old and came with me on the plan from CA to VA. shes getting old now and i'm realizing, wow i never thought i'd have an animal live this long. i always feel incapable of being responsible for a living being.
