A taste of the mentality

In case any of the new people I met the last few months wonder why I say some outreagous stuff. I experienced something very messed up to the point I needed counseling for 3 months back in 2015, aka my father's slow transition from one world to the next from lung cancer. I say that it was a slow transition because he spent his last month on this earth on life support, that image alone would mess someone up pretty bad. Why am I saying this? I strongly believe that most people have some unspoken issue that they're dealing with and are too prideful or too scared to get help for it. But back to my story, I believe his death wasn't in vein because I became more outgoing after I got counseling. Yeah I still have crap talked about me occasionally by women who that don't know my story and don't give a damn about even asking me what my problem is. Especially when it comes to social situations, I go without a script even when I occasionally shoot my shot at someone and it still works to a degree. So overall I can't complain too much these days because I've made a lot of personal progress since.