Adolonius Ganz
Well-Known Member
Hi, my real name is not Zolang Green but I like this name anyway because of its sound, form and colors. I'd like to introduce myself with the question: what was before all the meaning? Well, since 2008 my life changed successively by continuously looking up the meaning of words I liked and used. In this process I started to realize what I missed all the time by just using the words without knowing exactly what they might mean. To this day I gathered a vast network of meaning which is carefully attached to words. Because of this network, an old problem got more potential: ambiguity and ambivalence, and a rather new problem evolved as well. I started to hear inconsistency in meaning more precisely. I guess what ever I do, I win and lose in the same time. In 2016 I wrote this poem:
The words I use and
the sentences I produce,
they are as they are
not just dry and crude.
Some of them are monstrous
as they span a horizon of meaning,
and some are just neat as they merge
what my mind must keep in.
To reflect this creations
before they volatilize
is an act of dignity
and evokes their pure beauty
and my tremendous surprise.
What I found
is a masterpiece of a brain,
to seek in vain,
but to create
with numbers and words
what I am,
and always was
in company of my memories.
To answer my question above I'd like to say, that my words are not necessarily connected to meaning. In most cases I work daily to find my order in meaning. There are words and there is meaning. I'm many things. That's how I want to introduce myself. Hallo.
The words I use and
the sentences I produce,
they are as they are
not just dry and crude.
Some of them are monstrous
as they span a horizon of meaning,
and some are just neat as they merge
what my mind must keep in.
To reflect this creations
before they volatilize
is an act of dignity
and evokes their pure beauty
and my tremendous surprise.
What I found
is a masterpiece of a brain,
to seek in vain,
but to create
with numbers and words
what I am,
and always was
in company of my memories.
To answer my question above I'd like to say, that my words are not necessarily connected to meaning. In most cases I work daily to find my order in meaning. There are words and there is meaning. I'm many things. That's how I want to introduce myself. Hallo.
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