buttercuplols
Well-Known Member
Hi everyone
I have put off uni for a long time.
Today I went to an open day I had spent 6 weeks psyching myself up for. NT partner took me in the car and upon arrival announced he was going home and would collect me later. I lost my ****, missed the course talk and spent the morning locked in a toilet cubicle on the edge of a panic attack.
I'm really upset as I feel I learnt nothing, wasted a day and I feel pathetic. I have no idea what the uni or course are like now. This was my chance to get used to the idea of going there and if it's anything like today then... well, what can I say.
I have completely depleted my energy resources all for nothing.
How did anyone else cope going to uni? Was there extra support/help? (UK) Any coping strategies? I thought this open day would be one but it's made things worse.
I have put off uni for a long time.
Today I went to an open day I had spent 6 weeks psyching myself up for. NT partner took me in the car and upon arrival announced he was going home and would collect me later. I lost my ****, missed the course talk and spent the morning locked in a toilet cubicle on the edge of a panic attack.
I'm really upset as I feel I learnt nothing, wasted a day and I feel pathetic. I have no idea what the uni or course are like now. This was my chance to get used to the idea of going there and if it's anything like today then... well, what can I say.
I have completely depleted my energy resources all for nothing.
How did anyone else cope going to uni? Was there extra support/help? (UK) Any coping strategies? I thought this open day would be one but it's made things worse.