This is not really an official introduction, hope you don't mind .
I grew up in a dysfunctional household and was officially diagnosed with asperger at a very young age.
I always had problems acknowledging my autism and suffered from psychoses at a young age. I think I was raised to be ashamed of mental disorders and I feel like society doesn't truly accept/care about mental disorders.
I am an adult now and do adult things. I've never taken autism seriously. however, I feel like it's getting more and more difficult to fully accept my disorder. It feels like growing older makes me acknowledge my diagnosis more and more.
I unintentionally feel the need to know more about my autism and trying to "fix" which i don't think can be fixed.
For example: I'm bothered by the fact that I don't have friends and don't want to live a life without experiencing social activities and missing out.
Have others experienced something similar? How do you "deal" with yourself?
I grew up in a dysfunctional household and was officially diagnosed with asperger at a very young age.
I always had problems acknowledging my autism and suffered from psychoses at a young age. I think I was raised to be ashamed of mental disorders and I feel like society doesn't truly accept/care about mental disorders.
I am an adult now and do adult things. I've never taken autism seriously. however, I feel like it's getting more and more difficult to fully accept my disorder. It feels like growing older makes me acknowledge my diagnosis more and more.
I unintentionally feel the need to know more about my autism and trying to "fix" which i don't think can be fixed.
For example: I'm bothered by the fact that I don't have friends and don't want to live a life without experiencing social activities and missing out.
Have others experienced something similar? How do you "deal" with yourself?