Hi all!
Well, as things go, my diagnostic is ptsd and therapst believes that social phobia is just a part of the jigsaw puzzle. Did not bring up aspergers.
Two options opened to me. Therapy sessions or medicine? Now, really therapy should be the option, but I cannot deal with the influx of negative emotions that come with it. I had to excuse myself and try and pull myself together. Yes, I know I could have stayed. But being the only female with two guys; I just could not deal with it.
I had hoped to just concentrate on the social phobia, but the therapist does not speak English ( his right, of course) and so, hubby was doing all the talking ( much appreciation there) as today, I could barely understand the therapist! Unfortunately, as soon as my husband mentioned peodophila, the therapst seemed to have a light bulb moment appear - ahhh she has ptsd obviously and I do not dispute that, because my friend suggested as much and when I looked it up, I did see that I tick most of the boxes.
I feel that I have to be open to options with the psychiatrist. However, what I liked about him, was that he did not condemn my internet usage. He did not come out and say that I should not look up things. He just asked how it makes me feel?
I actually do not feel that talking about my past is going to be beneficial for me. All it does it make the ptsd come flooding forward and in truth, I just want to push it back, because there is absolutely no redress for all the injustices that occurred and so, what on earth is the point on going there? In fact, that is why I have now ousted all my family, because even my nieces cause the ptsd to rare up!
Well, as things go, my diagnostic is ptsd and therapst believes that social phobia is just a part of the jigsaw puzzle. Did not bring up aspergers.
Two options opened to me. Therapy sessions or medicine? Now, really therapy should be the option, but I cannot deal with the influx of negative emotions that come with it. I had to excuse myself and try and pull myself together. Yes, I know I could have stayed. But being the only female with two guys; I just could not deal with it.
I had hoped to just concentrate on the social phobia, but the therapist does not speak English ( his right, of course) and so, hubby was doing all the talking ( much appreciation there) as today, I could barely understand the therapist! Unfortunately, as soon as my husband mentioned peodophila, the therapst seemed to have a light bulb moment appear - ahhh she has ptsd obviously and I do not dispute that, because my friend suggested as much and when I looked it up, I did see that I tick most of the boxes.
I feel that I have to be open to options with the psychiatrist. However, what I liked about him, was that he did not condemn my internet usage. He did not come out and say that I should not look up things. He just asked how it makes me feel?
I actually do not feel that talking about my past is going to be beneficial for me. All it does it make the ptsd come flooding forward and in truth, I just want to push it back, because there is absolutely no redress for all the injustices that occurred and so, what on earth is the point on going there? In fact, that is why I have now ousted all my family, because even my nieces cause the ptsd to rare up!