gregmcph
Well-Known Member
Just curious to see if this is just my own personal weirdness.
I'm a Computer Programmer by trade (yes, cliche). I can spend weeks, even months working on a piece of software, and then one day, it gets to a stage when I can try it out. Click on an Icon, and make the program run. And that frightens me.
That moment when all the abstract ideas and algorithms become Reality. What if it doesn't work? (well, if it doesn't, and the first time it probably wont, you fix it. simple). But it gives me genuine stress.
And I find that in real life too. The terror of an approaching appointment date. Or the terror of a ball arriving at my feet in a game of soccer. She is kissing me NOW, and I have to react to this NOW. Fear of the Future arriving and needing to be dealt with.
Anyway, just a random thing in my head wanting to be let out.
I'm a Computer Programmer by trade (yes, cliche). I can spend weeks, even months working on a piece of software, and then one day, it gets to a stage when I can try it out. Click on an Icon, and make the program run. And that frightens me.
That moment when all the abstract ideas and algorithms become Reality. What if it doesn't work? (well, if it doesn't, and the first time it probably wont, you fix it. simple). But it gives me genuine stress.
And I find that in real life too. The terror of an approaching appointment date. Or the terror of a ball arriving at my feet in a game of soccer. She is kissing me NOW, and I have to react to this NOW. Fear of the Future arriving and needing to be dealt with.
Anyway, just a random thing in my head wanting to be let out.