Whenever a conversation ends, especially a short one, my brain keeps repeating over and over what I had said out-loud in the conversation. I don't feel anxious while it's happening, like I'm analyzing what I said, it just keeps looping until I put enough effort in to make it stop. And on the other end, when I'm trying to think of something to say or something I might say or something I could possibly say eventually to someone, that also keeps looping. I'm not considering it or changing it, it just keeps going and going, and sometimes these are really long speech-like things that I never actually say to anyone, but the entire speech keeps repeating over and over for no apparent reason and only stops with great effort. At its worst, my thoughts have been occupied for most of the day just repeating the same long set of words, and then at some point I snap at out of it and feel really stupid for having done that for so long. Has anyone else experienced anything remotely like this?
I'm sorry if this is a dumb question or doesn't belong here, but I haven't been able to find any mention of this anywhere. I've read a lot about repetitive and obsessive thoughts, but none of them seemed to describe this exactly.
If it's at all relevant, I've been diagnosed with:
Bipolar
ADHD
Borderline Personality
Generalized Anxiety
PTSD (but that was over ten years ago)
And I've worked with a therapist for many years for ASD traits, but we never pursued a formal diagnosis for a variety of reasons, unrelated to the things I'm saying now.
Medications I take are:
Lithium
Wellbutrin
Adderall
Now I feel like I gave too much information, but I guess it's better to have too much than too little; unless your primary goal is to save time, in which case I might have wasted someone's, and I'm sorry.
Thank you in advance to anyone who says anything helpful or attempts to say anything helpful!
Thank you!
I'm sorry if this is a dumb question or doesn't belong here, but I haven't been able to find any mention of this anywhere. I've read a lot about repetitive and obsessive thoughts, but none of them seemed to describe this exactly.
If it's at all relevant, I've been diagnosed with:
Bipolar
ADHD
Borderline Personality
Generalized Anxiety
PTSD (but that was over ten years ago)
And I've worked with a therapist for many years for ASD traits, but we never pursued a formal diagnosis for a variety of reasons, unrelated to the things I'm saying now.
Medications I take are:
Lithium
Wellbutrin
Adderall
Now I feel like I gave too much information, but I guess it's better to have too much than too little; unless your primary goal is to save time, in which case I might have wasted someone's, and I'm sorry.
Thank you in advance to anyone who says anything helpful or attempts to say anything helpful!
Thank you!
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