An0maly_1976
This is not the end, this is not the beginning...
I have been having a great many random thoughts and questions since the possibility of ASD / Asperger's came to my attention, and with those, of course, comes the desire for researching them.
There's an old saying that some people can't see the forest for the trees, or can't see the trees for the leaves. It's interesting how that might apply to someone with ASD, seeing as being detail-oriented applies to some, if not most of us. But being detail-oriented might cause one to miss the bigger picture, and I believe I may have fallen in that trap.
I have had ridiculous allergies and respiratory issues deemed asthma for quite some time now. I also have noticed I occasionally take a deep, sharp breath without knowing why -- almost as if my body missed a stroke breathing -- sort of like cardio arrhythmia. I finally found a term for this -- respiratory / sinus arrhythmia, and it is a thing, particularly with sensory processing disorder, which is, of course, known to be a thing with ASD and Asperger's.
Things are starting to fall in place. I began developing hypersensitive allergies around 1997. From there, smoke, particularly tobacco smoke, began bothering me and eventually caused bronchial infections. I have gotten more and more sensitive over the years to this and many other things that began bothering me.
Around 1999 or so, I began developing balance issues that have also steadily gotten worse, appearing to be drunk at times and frequently bumping into objects. I also have had long-standing issues with motor skills that made me 'clumsy', etc., and certain fabrics, shirt tags, food textures, smells drive me nuts. I also frequently knock objects over, etc. and have varying difficulty in typing, playing guitar, etc.
Today, any strong chemical smell, perfume / cologne or smoke / vapes can induce a serious asthma attack, usually resulting in a bronchial infection. I am fairly sensitive to sunlight, and if I don't take my time, I frequently stumble and even nearly fall over before correcting my balance, appearing much like a boat saved at the last moment by the ballast in its keel. I have also had issues with my feet occasionally rolling over on their sides when I step -- it's a wonder I haven't broken my ankle or something.
It appears very much that I have sensory processing disorder in addition to many signs and traits of Asperger's. But what confuses me is that SPD also generally includes sensitivity to sounds and touch. I generally have no issue with hugs, etc., though I HAVE noticed a reduction in tolerance to level of interaction with others, especially in regard to conversation, or in the case of providing rideshare / taxi services, when I feel someone is being unreasonable, I am very quick to bring the interaction to a conclusion as soon as possible (ending conversation, etc.)
Though I have been said to not understand personal space, I seem to have an aversion to strangers being close to me in public (mostly because I have to be on alert for smokers / vapers and they generally do not care who is around when they partake). The Vagus nerve is said to be instrumental in respiratory problems and it is also said that children with ASD that 'flap' and spin around are self-regulating to correct Vagus nerve issues.
But another facet of SPD is sound -- and while I find thunder slightly annoying / disturbing perhaps, I do not believe I find it terrifying enough to need earplugs or sound-cancelling headphones (though my father's dog is another story -- she HATES thunder and reacts much differently to it -- thus I don't believe it really bothers me much). I also have no problem cranking Skid Row or any of my other many musical tastes, though I find that I'm not as apt to do so in more recent years. I also frequently have problems with sound levels of TV shows and movies -- it seems that soundtracks and sound effects are much louder than spoken dialogues, something I hadn't really noticed before, and my father (who I also suspect has Asperger's) also is sensitive to.
In addition, the home is maybe 50-70 feet from the road and I have realized that I have recently started becoming more aware of passing traffic, particularly the occasional idiot with bumble-bee exhaust triggering their two-step rev limiter for an 1/8 mile, a pretty hard trigger for me. So perhaps I have been slowly developing SPD in stages over a long period of time, and it simply is not complete yet? I'm also wondering if it's possible to only have certain SPD sensitivities, and if so, if it still qualifies as SPD.
There's an old saying that some people can't see the forest for the trees, or can't see the trees for the leaves. It's interesting how that might apply to someone with ASD, seeing as being detail-oriented applies to some, if not most of us. But being detail-oriented might cause one to miss the bigger picture, and I believe I may have fallen in that trap.
I have had ridiculous allergies and respiratory issues deemed asthma for quite some time now. I also have noticed I occasionally take a deep, sharp breath without knowing why -- almost as if my body missed a stroke breathing -- sort of like cardio arrhythmia. I finally found a term for this -- respiratory / sinus arrhythmia, and it is a thing, particularly with sensory processing disorder, which is, of course, known to be a thing with ASD and Asperger's.
Things are starting to fall in place. I began developing hypersensitive allergies around 1997. From there, smoke, particularly tobacco smoke, began bothering me and eventually caused bronchial infections. I have gotten more and more sensitive over the years to this and many other things that began bothering me.
Around 1999 or so, I began developing balance issues that have also steadily gotten worse, appearing to be drunk at times and frequently bumping into objects. I also have had long-standing issues with motor skills that made me 'clumsy', etc., and certain fabrics, shirt tags, food textures, smells drive me nuts. I also frequently knock objects over, etc. and have varying difficulty in typing, playing guitar, etc.
Today, any strong chemical smell, perfume / cologne or smoke / vapes can induce a serious asthma attack, usually resulting in a bronchial infection. I am fairly sensitive to sunlight, and if I don't take my time, I frequently stumble and even nearly fall over before correcting my balance, appearing much like a boat saved at the last moment by the ballast in its keel. I have also had issues with my feet occasionally rolling over on their sides when I step -- it's a wonder I haven't broken my ankle or something.
It appears very much that I have sensory processing disorder in addition to many signs and traits of Asperger's. But what confuses me is that SPD also generally includes sensitivity to sounds and touch. I generally have no issue with hugs, etc., though I HAVE noticed a reduction in tolerance to level of interaction with others, especially in regard to conversation, or in the case of providing rideshare / taxi services, when I feel someone is being unreasonable, I am very quick to bring the interaction to a conclusion as soon as possible (ending conversation, etc.)
Though I have been said to not understand personal space, I seem to have an aversion to strangers being close to me in public (mostly because I have to be on alert for smokers / vapers and they generally do not care who is around when they partake). The Vagus nerve is said to be instrumental in respiratory problems and it is also said that children with ASD that 'flap' and spin around are self-regulating to correct Vagus nerve issues.
But another facet of SPD is sound -- and while I find thunder slightly annoying / disturbing perhaps, I do not believe I find it terrifying enough to need earplugs or sound-cancelling headphones (though my father's dog is another story -- she HATES thunder and reacts much differently to it -- thus I don't believe it really bothers me much). I also have no problem cranking Skid Row or any of my other many musical tastes, though I find that I'm not as apt to do so in more recent years. I also frequently have problems with sound levels of TV shows and movies -- it seems that soundtracks and sound effects are much louder than spoken dialogues, something I hadn't really noticed before, and my father (who I also suspect has Asperger's) also is sensitive to.
In addition, the home is maybe 50-70 feet from the road and I have realized that I have recently started becoming more aware of passing traffic, particularly the occasional idiot with bumble-bee exhaust triggering their two-step rev limiter for an 1/8 mile, a pretty hard trigger for me. So perhaps I have been slowly developing SPD in stages over a long period of time, and it simply is not complete yet? I'm also wondering if it's possible to only have certain SPD sensitivities, and if so, if it still qualifies as SPD.
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