I study the Qur'an and Islamic science that is an Ocean, introvertedly. But extrovertedly i must pay attention. This leaves little space for my Ego. So i'm super Defensive.... and yet you clearly are skilled and have studied the Qur'an... a rather lengthy and comprehensive text. So, clearly you have the ability to focus and take in large amounts of information.
I'm sadly developing an Ego. As Buddhists have a concept of Anhatta or self-lessness. I've had big exposure to Islam and Buddhism as kid, and attended Zen sittings (but currently i'm kicked out).
Edit: I apologize i needed Hardly a break.