Meltdowns because of happiness

[Fino]

Well they don't sound so bad!

 

[An Arctic fox]

My parents? My mom is great and very accepting, my dad is rude and stuff.
And the fireworks were nice but they stopped.

Also is it normal to feel loud sounds in your chest?

 

[An Arctic fox]

Also if you want to talk about yourself that's fine (I feel I'm being very self centered)

 

[Fino]

That's awesome to have a mom like that!

Is it you suddenly becoming highly aware of your heartbeat?

 

[Fino]

That's very kind of you to think about, but I've talked about myself enough for one life-time!

 

[An Arctic fox]

That's awesome to have a mom like that!

Is it you suddenly becoming highly aware of your heartbeat?

Yeah she is very helpful for me

No I literally feel the sound in my chest I dknt know how to explain it but it isnt my heartbeat it's the sound

 

[An Arctic fox]

That's very kind of you to think about, but I've talked about myself for one life-time!

Well I'm not sure what that means but I'm guessing its talking about yourself a lot? I like to hear about new people (and people in general) so you can share if you want

 

[Fino]

Yeah, that's what I mean.

I'm 27, and I first went into therapy when I was 14 then continued off and on until just last year. I like to write and have written my life in the form of a story like five times now, just to help myself, and now I'm a piano teacher and I'm in school studying Social Work to eventually work in child psychology.

I have three amazing friends who I talk to a lot, a lot about myself.

So all of that together is a lot of talking about myself.

 

[Fino]

Yeah she is very helpful for me

No I literally feel the sound in my chest I dknt know how to explain it but it isnt my heartbeat it's the sound

It's something you hear or something you feel? Or both?

 

[Fino]

Well I'm not sure what that means but I'm guessing its talking about yourself a lot? I like to hear about new people (and people in general) so you can share if you want

Oh I just realized my message was missing the word "enough," it should have been:

"That's very kind of you to think about, but I've talked about myself enough for one life-time!"

 

[An Arctic fox]

It's something you hear or something you feel? Or both?

Both

 

[Fino]

Is it near your heart?
Does it hurt at all? Or is it uncomfortable at all?

 

[An Arctic fox]

Yeah, that's what I mean.

I'm 27, and I first went into therapy when I was 14 then continued off and on until just last year. I like to write and have written my life in the form of a story like five times now, just to help myself, and now I'm a piano teacher and I'm in school studying Social Work to eventually work in child psychology.

I have three amazing friends who I talk to a lot, a lot about myself.

So all of that together is a lot of talking about myself.

Oh my God your amazing. I love music and psychology. I'd probably get a abnormal psych, criminology, and psych degree, and music, and acting, and music theory and more probably if I could but main goal is psychology. I play drums and am learning ukelele and want to learn piano and I also take singing lessons and am learning music theory. So we have similar interest it seems
I have a few friends but most i dont talk to regularly (and I have a boyfriend, though I'm more into girls havent dated one yet though). Whenever someone shares about themselves I think I'm supposed to share about myself to if its personal and try and relate to them.

 

[An Arctic fox]

Is it near your heart?
Does it hurt at all? Or is it uncomfortable at all?

Its uncomfortable but also kind of not, my dietitian says ita normal for fireworks but I wasnt that close (it was across a street and over a hill)

It's just in the general chest area and it's like the vibrations i think

 

[Fino]

Its uncomfortable but also kind of not, my dietitian says ita normal for fireworks but I wasnt that close (it was across a street and over a hill)

If they're big fireworks, that sounds kinda close. I guess it just depends on how loud they are.

 

[An Arctic fox]

Yeah, my chest also hurts a bit but so does my back.

 

[Fino]

Oh my God your amazing. I love music and psychology. I'd probably get a abnormal psych, criminology, and psych degree, and music, and acting, and music theory and more probably if I could but main goal is psychology. I play drums and am learning ukelele and want to learn piano and I also take singing lessons and am learning music theory. So we have similar interest it seems
I have a few friends but most i dont talk to regularly (and I have a boyfriend, though I'm more into girls havent dated one yet though). Whenever someone shares about themselves I think I'm supposed to share about myself to if its personal and try and relate to them.

Thank you!

I considered all of those degrees before I picked! I went to community college for five years before I decided.

That's awesome that you play so many instruments and sing! Piano will be easy for you then.

I've dated both genders, mostly male just because it happened that way. I'm asexual.

I follow the same rule about when people share things then I share things. Usually I would have done that earlier when you were talking, and I did it a few times, but I did it less because you were upset so I thought it should be more about you.

 

[Fino]

Yeah, my chest also hurts a bit but so does my back.

My back hurts too. For me, it's too much sitting at things like pianos and computers.

 

[An Arctic fox]

You're welcome

Oh nice. I think I'm going to be a psychologist and do music on the side

Well I'm not very good with fine motor skills but doing notes on ukelele is helping a bit but it's still hard.

Oooo. I'm not sure if I'm asexual, I dont really see people as attractive though I could acknowledge traits that may look nice and and I find sexual stuff disgusting so idk what that makes me.

Yeah I get that, I'm usually helping people because there are easily observable patterns to remember how to do that and its much easier, though easiest way to behave is to be with animals for me, especially dogs (and if I had been with wolves that to).

What got you into music?

 

[An Arctic fox]

My back hurts too. For me, it's too much sitting at things like pianos and computers.

Yeah possibly but idk