Nisk
The Spoiler King
Recently a girl I've been seeing asked me if I was nervous around her. Being that I chose not to lie in my life today. I said that at first she did make me nervous. I was scared shitless but upon self-reflection it had nothing to do with aspergers or anxiety.
My life is such that those are just factors in a larger picture of my life. What person won't be nervous after not being on a date with another women for 11 years. Who won't be a bit anxious to have sex with a stranger when most of your sexual experience is with the same person. As an aspie I have a unique perspective on the world that doesn't mean that life has to pass me by. That means that, for one I can use logic to understand my own thought patterns. It's logical to feel certain ways in certain situations. By acknowledging this I'm taking away a bit of its power on me. I still have to be aware of certain aspects of who I am, no women wants to be bombarded with all my knowledge of ironworking or pirates. I can however move through the logical spectrum and come to a place of understanding of who I am.
I am unique, I am not terminally unique.
My life is such that those are just factors in a larger picture of my life. What person won't be nervous after not being on a date with another women for 11 years. Who won't be a bit anxious to have sex with a stranger when most of your sexual experience is with the same person. As an aspie I have a unique perspective on the world that doesn't mean that life has to pass me by. That means that, for one I can use logic to understand my own thought patterns. It's logical to feel certain ways in certain situations. By acknowledging this I'm taking away a bit of its power on me. I still have to be aware of certain aspects of who I am, no women wants to be bombarded with all my knowledge of ironworking or pirates. I can however move through the logical spectrum and come to a place of understanding of who I am.
I am unique, I am not terminally unique.