Maiki
Well-Known Member
Late last night, I inadvertently discovered that my 15 year old dtr had climbed out of (a very secure) window in her bedroom. She was wearing slippers and thought to take a small back pack with several items in it. She was walking through a sub urban area for an unknown amount of time before returning home and coming back through her window. Dtr has an anxiety disorder and was diagnosed with ASD at the start of this year. She is intellectually gifted, sensitive and has not had done anything erratic, that I'm aware of. She was super freaked out! She couldn't really explain why she took off, but thought maybe she deserved to get hurt. She said she didn't really think what she was doing was real. Spent much of the night with her, letting her snuggle up to me on her own terms. She said she was scared of might she might do, and wasn't sure she was in control of her actions. No reason to think of substance abuse or other factors. Could this have been an autistic 'meltdown' ? Anybody else find themselves on 'auto pilot' running away or hiding when dysregulated?