DogwoodTree
Still here...
I appreciate their attention, but really have no intention of going back. And at the moment I don't feel like talking to much of anyone, as I'm almost in shutdown mode at the moment. Stressed out over other things, trying not to lose it.
Been there, done that, still doing it more often than I'd like...I feel for you. No answers here...just that I refuse to give up, so I keep going.
Sometimes I can ask the question, "What can I do right now that will help me get through the next 10 minutes, or half hour, or whatever?" Sometimes that question doesn't have an answer, and those are the hardest. Sometimes I just have to let myself "lose it" for a little while.
But it hurts like hell.