Like what if you think about them a lot, you feel that they're attractive and amazing, but you don't feel much else towards them? What if you don't get butterflies or anything like that? What if you have thoughts about being friends with them a lot? What if you have thoughts about them snoodling/being in a relationship with someone and feel nice imagining that? I think I idolize this person even though I don't know them much, but I keep thinking about them and think they're quite sexy at times. Is it an obsession? I've had the same feeling for other people before. This sort of thing probably started when I was nine, but without romantic thoughts.