Gulas
Well-Known Member
Greetings earthlings!
No, I'm not a alien. I'm a human male, 20 years old. I study mechatronics engineering. I've made some online tests about aspergers, it turns out I fit in it's description. Though I always suspected that I was somehow different.
I've grown-up in an abusive family. I look at the past and there are things I don't want to remember. But the past stay in the past, I don't hate my parents, I'm just indifferent. I've got a life to live, to improve. Though I love my younger brother, even though I'm bad expressing it.
I don't like the label of a aspie, because everyone is different, there is more in me than words can describe. I don't want to use the aspenger syndrome as an excuse to not trying to improve me, to do things I want. Actually, I don't like labels or stereotypes at all. They distort the truth.
Though it's true I have difficulties in socializing, expressing my feelings, making new friends. It's true that people sometimes call me brainiac.
I love video-games, math, robots, RPG's, a good story, learning, girls, etc.
Speaking of girls, I'm trying to improve in the romantic field. Like, if the girl is taken, or is unnatractive in my eyes, I can interact with them, ok there's some awkwardness sometimes, but no big deal. But if I think the girl is attractive or have a cute smile, I get nervous, sweaty, not knowing what to say, and I usually avoid these girls just to avoid these feelings. Though sometimes I try to flirt, knowing it's ok to be nervous, it doesn't make me a worse person, it's ok to be me, even though I suck at it.
And this forum makes me realize that I'm not the only one with these issues. That there's people in a very similar situation that might help me, as well I might help them.
However, I'm confortable with big crowds. There I don't have to talk to no one, nobody cares about me, nobody is watching me, nobody expects me to behave in some way, I can just be me.
My main purpose here is to be a wise man, I like learning about life and the universe. I want to improve my life, enjoy it's beauty, before I die.
That's all, folks.
See ya
No, I'm not a alien. I'm a human male, 20 years old. I study mechatronics engineering. I've made some online tests about aspergers, it turns out I fit in it's description. Though I always suspected that I was somehow different.
I've grown-up in an abusive family. I look at the past and there are things I don't want to remember. But the past stay in the past, I don't hate my parents, I'm just indifferent. I've got a life to live, to improve. Though I love my younger brother, even though I'm bad expressing it.
I don't like the label of a aspie, because everyone is different, there is more in me than words can describe. I don't want to use the aspenger syndrome as an excuse to not trying to improve me, to do things I want. Actually, I don't like labels or stereotypes at all. They distort the truth.
Though it's true I have difficulties in socializing, expressing my feelings, making new friends. It's true that people sometimes call me brainiac.
I love video-games, math, robots, RPG's, a good story, learning, girls, etc.
Speaking of girls, I'm trying to improve in the romantic field. Like, if the girl is taken, or is unnatractive in my eyes, I can interact with them, ok there's some awkwardness sometimes, but no big deal. But if I think the girl is attractive or have a cute smile, I get nervous, sweaty, not knowing what to say, and I usually avoid these girls just to avoid these feelings. Though sometimes I try to flirt, knowing it's ok to be nervous, it doesn't make me a worse person, it's ok to be me, even though I suck at it.
And this forum makes me realize that I'm not the only one with these issues. That there's people in a very similar situation that might help me, as well I might help them.
However, I'm confortable with big crowds. There I don't have to talk to no one, nobody cares about me, nobody is watching me, nobody expects me to behave in some way, I can just be me.
My main purpose here is to be a wise man, I like learning about life and the universe. I want to improve my life, enjoy it's beauty, before I die.
That's all, folks.
See ya