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i'm drug addicted aspi girl

Discussion in 'General Autism Discussion' started by convallaria, Apr 1, 2021.

  1. convallaria

    convallaria Well-Known Member

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    im too lazy for sport... i didnt do sport even in school. i dont even have enough strength to open the caned food... im very weak and thin (forget the word but maybe you understand i dont have enough power in my body :astonished:)
     
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    With regards to amphetamines, while I have never tried methamphetamine, I have been addicted to the amphetamine, we in the UK call base, and sectioned once for it.
    I was so addicted to it, I took it for about a year after being sectioned.

    I lost my source.
    I couldn’t be bothered with the comedowns and it absolutely stinks horrible. I couldn’t tolerate it now.

    Bottom line, life can be good after speed, UK base, anyway, can’t speak for meth, uncommon drug here.
     
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    we had a LOT of design drugs here (they call it salt and spices) i tried salt called mefedron its like mdma+amphetamine. good stuff but VERY addictive
     
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    Mephedrone was very popular here in the UK.
    I think it messed with a few people.
    I never tried it.
     
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    Au Naturel Au Naturel

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    There are antidepressants and antipsychotics and antianxiety meds that will knock you out. I've had them. Tell your doctor. If you do not tell your doctor it will just keep knocking you out. If he does nothing about it, by all means, get a different doctor. A lot of doctors have one way they handle a problem and won't stray from it.
     
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    Yes pharmaceutical drugs are toxic and do not address the psychological issues why we feel a need to use recreational drugs.
    In fact they mask these issues.
     
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    For real. I’ve only used speed once in my life. It smelled like paint thinner, it burned my nose, I couldn’t sleep for 72 hours, was unable to eat, and the comedown was terrible.
     
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    Lack muscle tone?
     
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    Our UK speed is really pungent, smells like wee.
     
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    convallaria Well-Known Member

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    yes something like that
     
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    i think speed smell just like speed :tearsofjoy:
     
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    With E - One can use it quite resonably, 120mg is the maximum dose, dont double it up later, dont chase the roll. Doses not over 120m are likely to produce an afterglow effect, especially in us as serotonin is... I dont think we use much of it, so stores are plentiful - also - production is likely stunted. ALSO - Reuptake is naturally inhibited... our brains dont get through much of the stuff so - if it's not bashed to death.. 120mg.... An AFTERGLOW is highly likely, and its wonderful. In my experience afterglow lasts indefinitely until someone or something pops your bubble.

    I was kicking the proverbial bottom out of E for some months, I was lucky because I wouldnt go over 300mg in 24 hours (still not recommended) and take a week off inbetween times. In the long run I dont think I lost or gained anything. Maybe a few neurons.. maybe a few memories faded away.. and I did end up in psychosis for some weeks after some dirty E which was trippy and dirty. And the one time I almost died through bad E which I was stubborn about and kept trying more until I was on the floor thinking "i've done it this time". Obviously I survived.

    Actual advice? - Be careful and mindful with substances. Complacency is lethal. Moderation is wise. Recovery is in the eye of the beholder. Ronnie Wood got clean on 12 steps.