Hello.
So 10 years ago or something, i found some article i don't remember exactly, that talked about autism, the more i started reading about it, and reading other people experiences with it the more i started to think this was why all my life i felt 'unique' not just in a good way lets say because i had terrible pain in my heart from all the 'not fitting in' 'issue', in high school i would just sit alone in some area thinking i had a curse on me, so seeing this could just no be only me, it was interesting in the least, exciting, and gave me some little relief that i could relate to other people and maybe get some understanding and help.
So 10 years ago or something, i found some article i don't remember exactly, that talked about autism, the more i started reading about it, and reading other people experiences with it the more i started to think this was why all my life i felt 'unique' not just in a good way lets say because i had terrible pain in my heart from all the 'not fitting in' 'issue', in high school i would just sit alone in some area thinking i had a curse on me, so seeing this could just no be only me, it was interesting in the least, exciting, and gave me some little relief that i could relate to other people and maybe get some understanding and help.