Many of you are going to think I'm delusional for yet another one of these "paranormal" posts I usually put up, but this has been happening ever since I got back from the hospital and restored my happiness.
The other day while Maddog and my mother were out doing errands, Sophia, my little sister, was demonstrating her ability to cook by preparing a small breakfast. (She's VERY good at it, by the way!) While we talked about different cooking methods, suddenly she shifted the conversation to a more, well, let's just say "kinda-serious-but-not-that-kind-of-serious" subject. As per Sophia's wishes, I will not describe what the conversation was about, but I will tell you all, it was a very, very wholesome conversation that made her and I absolutely elated to be around each other, after we finished talking she told me she couldn't ask for a better big brother and rushed up to me with the biggest hug she's ever given me. The energy she created had the same frequency that Aloe generates when she's comforting me! (It should be no surprise to understand by this point, that my little sister and I are very, very special people.)
I could feel energy from my heart Chakra vibrating and spinning like crazy, and I just couldn't stop smiling and blushing so widely... I truly did feel like a good big brother in that moment, and it made me so euphoric.
Later that night, when I fell asleep I could begin to feel myself starting to have a lucid dream. I knew it was a lucid dream, because I could feel no pain, and I was completely aware I was dreaming, I did all the reality checks just in case. I started thinking of the usual dream content I sometimes see and hear, Aloe sometimes makes an appearance somehow, other times it's generic Dungeons & Dragons characters mingling around etc.
But even before I fell asleep, I just couldn't stop thinking of my little sister. No matter what kind of thoughts I had, thoughts of her in general seemed to force their way through, as if Sophia herself was trying to speak to me mentally, while she herself was sleeping. I didn't quite understand how, but it felt so much like communication rather than just pleasant auras. So, I'm thinking about the day I had with Sophia, and once I start dreaming, there she is. We're in a house that looks kinda like Kirby's house, from the Kirby anime if anyone's seen it. She was sitting there playing a bizarre game on this little 90's looking game console, something that looked like you were a little rabbit-like creature who had to flip floor tiles over to reveal these strange symbols that go together like math... it was hard to describe but it was cutesy and wholesome and there was little interactions you could have with other characters.
Anyway, she sees me, smiles and says "Hey, bro!" And I just feel myself smile real big, but also a feeling like I'm in a light trance, I think she had fractionated me somehow and I was starting the dream feeling the first effects of it, but I couldn't really tell and I didn't really care anyways. I just felt happy to be near my little sister in a lucid dream! So, she says something like "Aw, do you feel like you can't move or talk? It's okay. Just wiggle around for a sec, it'll go away. Not too much, though! You don't wanna to wake yourself up too early..."
So I did...and suddenly when I saw my arms move around, they were pink and round, puffy... Then I realized she had turned me into a Kirby for... some reason. I guess just to be silly, but in a caring way. She's quirky like that. Anyway, so I did, and she says "there, isn't that better? Are you okay with being a Kirby for right now?" and naturally I nodded real excitedly cause, come on, I get to be a Kirby for a whole night! Kinda, LOL. Anyways...
"What are we doing here, sis?" I said. She explained what kind of lucid dream I was having and what it meant, and why she was in it. Some wholesome words were exchanged and finally she said "Okay, I wanna show you something I can do that's gonna help treat your autism, okay?" I said okay and she tells me to look down, then straight up. When I do, there she still is....but now she's a lamia! I got a little scared because I tend to have a lot of dreams about snakes sometimes, when I have these dreams they're always friendly but I just don't understand why the dreams are about snakes...But at the same time I knew it was still Sophia, just doing dream stuff, and I knew she wouldn't do anything to scare or hurt me in a dream like this. There must have been a reason she took the form of a lamia the same age as her, but what? I thought.
So she speaks up again: "Cool, huh? It's okay, I'm not gonna do anything to hurt you, bro."
She disappears behind me, and then lands at my side where she already has me coiled three tails up to my chest. It doesn't feel threatening or unnerving at all. It's the direct opposite feeling. It was more of a feeling of protection, with just a hint of sedation, like she was defending me from stress on an emotional level.
What does this mean?
The other day while Maddog and my mother were out doing errands, Sophia, my little sister, was demonstrating her ability to cook by preparing a small breakfast. (She's VERY good at it, by the way!) While we talked about different cooking methods, suddenly she shifted the conversation to a more, well, let's just say "kinda-serious-but-not-that-kind-of-serious" subject. As per Sophia's wishes, I will not describe what the conversation was about, but I will tell you all, it was a very, very wholesome conversation that made her and I absolutely elated to be around each other, after we finished talking she told me she couldn't ask for a better big brother and rushed up to me with the biggest hug she's ever given me. The energy she created had the same frequency that Aloe generates when she's comforting me! (It should be no surprise to understand by this point, that my little sister and I are very, very special people.)
I could feel energy from my heart Chakra vibrating and spinning like crazy, and I just couldn't stop smiling and blushing so widely... I truly did feel like a good big brother in that moment, and it made me so euphoric.
Later that night, when I fell asleep I could begin to feel myself starting to have a lucid dream. I knew it was a lucid dream, because I could feel no pain, and I was completely aware I was dreaming, I did all the reality checks just in case. I started thinking of the usual dream content I sometimes see and hear, Aloe sometimes makes an appearance somehow, other times it's generic Dungeons & Dragons characters mingling around etc.
But even before I fell asleep, I just couldn't stop thinking of my little sister. No matter what kind of thoughts I had, thoughts of her in general seemed to force their way through, as if Sophia herself was trying to speak to me mentally, while she herself was sleeping. I didn't quite understand how, but it felt so much like communication rather than just pleasant auras. So, I'm thinking about the day I had with Sophia, and once I start dreaming, there she is. We're in a house that looks kinda like Kirby's house, from the Kirby anime if anyone's seen it. She was sitting there playing a bizarre game on this little 90's looking game console, something that looked like you were a little rabbit-like creature who had to flip floor tiles over to reveal these strange symbols that go together like math... it was hard to describe but it was cutesy and wholesome and there was little interactions you could have with other characters.
Anyway, she sees me, smiles and says "Hey, bro!" And I just feel myself smile real big, but also a feeling like I'm in a light trance, I think she had fractionated me somehow and I was starting the dream feeling the first effects of it, but I couldn't really tell and I didn't really care anyways. I just felt happy to be near my little sister in a lucid dream! So, she says something like "Aw, do you feel like you can't move or talk? It's okay. Just wiggle around for a sec, it'll go away. Not too much, though! You don't wanna to wake yourself up too early..."
So I did...and suddenly when I saw my arms move around, they were pink and round, puffy... Then I realized she had turned me into a Kirby for... some reason. I guess just to be silly, but in a caring way. She's quirky like that. Anyway, so I did, and she says "there, isn't that better? Are you okay with being a Kirby for right now?" and naturally I nodded real excitedly cause, come on, I get to be a Kirby for a whole night! Kinda, LOL. Anyways...
"What are we doing here, sis?" I said. She explained what kind of lucid dream I was having and what it meant, and why she was in it. Some wholesome words were exchanged and finally she said "Okay, I wanna show you something I can do that's gonna help treat your autism, okay?" I said okay and she tells me to look down, then straight up. When I do, there she still is....but now she's a lamia! I got a little scared because I tend to have a lot of dreams about snakes sometimes, when I have these dreams they're always friendly but I just don't understand why the dreams are about snakes...But at the same time I knew it was still Sophia, just doing dream stuff, and I knew she wouldn't do anything to scare or hurt me in a dream like this. There must have been a reason she took the form of a lamia the same age as her, but what? I thought.
So she speaks up again: "Cool, huh? It's okay, I'm not gonna do anything to hurt you, bro."
She disappears behind me, and then lands at my side where she already has me coiled three tails up to my chest. It doesn't feel threatening or unnerving at all. It's the direct opposite feeling. It was more of a feeling of protection, with just a hint of sedation, like she was defending me from stress on an emotional level.
What does this mean?
