BewilderedPerson
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I’ve spent nearly the last three months talking to someone on Hiki. She lived several states away, but I grew to like her for her, I’d last texted her after midnight Tuesday, only for me to get this just now:
‘Hey (insert my name here), you’re a really nice and cool guy, but right now just isn’t a good time for me, and i need to be alone.’
Me to her: ‘What do I say to that? I respect your decision, but I wondered if something was up and if I did something wrong.
Good luck to you, have a nice holiday and hope you figure things out.’
Her: ‘No, you didn’t do anything wrong. You’re a great guy. It’s just not a good time for me. But thank you, you too!’
As if it’s bad enough I’ve been almost completely bed ridden due to waking up sick yesterday, there’s this.
So long as I was talking to her, life wasn’t perfect, but it was manageable, not feeling miserable, no need to complain of loneliness.
Now I want to know if I’m ever going to meet my person, when I’m going to meet my person, when I’m going to get the marriage I so greatly long for.
Happy Holidays. I hate myself. Again.
‘Hey (insert my name here), you’re a really nice and cool guy, but right now just isn’t a good time for me, and i need to be alone.’
Me to her: ‘What do I say to that? I respect your decision, but I wondered if something was up and if I did something wrong.
Good luck to you, have a nice holiday and hope you figure things out.’
Her: ‘No, you didn’t do anything wrong. You’re a great guy. It’s just not a good time for me. But thank you, you too!’
As if it’s bad enough I’ve been almost completely bed ridden due to waking up sick yesterday, there’s this.
So long as I was talking to her, life wasn’t perfect, but it was manageable, not feeling miserable, no need to complain of loneliness.
Now I want to know if I’m ever going to meet my person, when I’m going to meet my person, when I’m going to get the marriage I so greatly long for.
Happy Holidays. I hate myself. Again.
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