I have 0 people in my life. $0, 0 family etc

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

My apartment: cozy, but how long will I stay?

I’m preparing for the worst: that I have to live in my bachelor apartment for the rest of my life.

I doubt it, but if I ever have to move internationally - there will be a lot of stuff to move.

for a bachelor? I have literally - four offices in my apartment. Four desks, one computer, insulated screwdrivers for engineering, a microscope, TV, book shelves and the list goes on. But what astounds me the most is that I have so many offices. I literally need a bigger space one day so I can have even more offices.

I’m going to quit nicotine soon and just smoke weed, drink tea and burn incense. Like I use to before my ex friend got me hooked on cigarettes. He offered a non smoker one. Never ever do that.

now, I’m using my extra money not for food - but for an acoustic guitar and used iPad. I’m going to start selling NFT’s and making sweet beautiful music.

 

[Aspychata]

No offense. We know you are struggling. This forum is here in the darkest moments when we need a kind word, some moral support. Not someone making judgment calls.

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

No offense. We know you are struggling. This forum is here in the darkest moments when we need a kind word, some moral support. Not someone making judgment calls.

no offense but I thought I kind of liked you. Now you’re just acting like a jerk

 

[Aspychata]

Not making judgment calls wasnt directed to you. Its others that judge us.

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

Not making judgment calls wasnt directed to you. Its others that judge us.

i had a feeling there was a miscommunication between us, brother/sister.

 

[tree]

@KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold

The title you've given this thread is misleading.
In Post # 11 you said:

"I make $1685/month Canadian Dollars…

it’s absolutely insufficient to do anything but buy food and pay for my power and phone."

Having little or nothing left over after paying necessary expenses is not
the same as having zero money.

 

[Suzette]

I meant to say the top person: the bottom person is acting very mean spirited

No, not mean spirited at all. Sometimes we can't see what others see. Good friends, real friends, will tell you what they see might be harming you. It is like your mother telling you not to touch a hot stove.

 

[Nitro]

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

I’m done. It’s pointless at this time to continue debating with most of the people on this thread.

 

[tree]

@KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold

The threads on the forum are for discussion, not debate.

A debate is a contest with a winner and a loser.
Conversation in threads is not meant to be a contest.

 

[unperson]

I quite like not seeing many people. It's often not worth it. I had people become obsessed with me when I was in my thirties and I became a lot more wary of them after that, somewhat reclusive. Money wise I'm doing ok, but I'm old and it took a long time to get to that position where your money is ok. I moved states 3 times to improve assets, it worked for me. Isolated people do have portability.

 

[LunaLoveless]

that’s exactly what I mean

I used to do that. Would buy those papers, Rollies I think they're called, and rip up the old cigarettes, trying to extract just the ok tobacco in there (sometimes most of the cigarette is unsmoked) and then make a new cigarette with a few used ones!! I know the experience! ...I gave up smoking five or six years ago now. It was easier to do this after I had become something of a chain smoker and it didn't give such a buzz.

 

[VictorR]

Since you mention being in Alberta, perhaps this may be of interest.

https://sinneavefoundation.org/about-us-sinneave/scholarships/directors-award/

They have other supports / programs, but I haven't worked with Sinneave myself and so cannot comment on them.

 

[Nick12]

IM SORRY TRY TO BE HAPPY I WISH YOU THE BEST DAY EVER AND REMBER NEVER NEVER GIVE UP