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I found this last night

Xinyta

☆Being my weird self~♡
While on YouTube last night, in bed. I found a channel that has videos VRChat videos. The one that caught my attention is this one:


It's by a channel called Our Virtual Time. The robot is part of a series on this channel called Angels. The one in the video is badly damaged yet still functions all the same. I found this video endearing and cute. And the Angel itself I felt I could relate to, in a sense.

Damaged, yet expressive and caring. The dead pan face despite bodily emotional expression, feels like my struggles with expressing emotions. The walk it does feels like me too. Afraid yet still going a direction. Doing many of the same motions over and over. Much like myself in life. Living a broken pattern, but a pattern all the same.

I have stated something similar with the doll motif. But I feel this is a bit more of how I feel in the form of a character. ASD, trama, and all.
 
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