lostinlife
Active Member
This world is a horrible place for the unfortunate. Everyone wants to hurt you and no one cares about you.
I am severely autistic and I was bullied by almost everyone who came to know me longer than a few days. Almost everyone in school, including the teachers mentally tortured me for being slow. It's like hundreds of bullying incidents from hundreds of people. What sucks is when I still accidentally bump into some of these people after all these years. They still love to crack a mean joke at me and give a pat on my belly to make me feel inferior. I wish I had the money to leave this country filled with so many horrible memories but I am dirt poor.
My own parents hate me for being retarded. I have nowhere to go. No job, no money, no skills, I have nothing except my 23 year old hairy ass.
The complex ptsd caused by all these emotional scars has reached another level. I am having heart problems and I am pretty sure I will have a heart failure if this keeps going on. Of course no one will miss my unlucky ass in this cursed planet. I just wish I had the courage and willpower to kill myself before I die due to the scars created by my enemies.
I am severely autistic and I was bullied by almost everyone who came to know me longer than a few days. Almost everyone in school, including the teachers mentally tortured me for being slow. It's like hundreds of bullying incidents from hundreds of people. What sucks is when I still accidentally bump into some of these people after all these years. They still love to crack a mean joke at me and give a pat on my belly to make me feel inferior. I wish I had the money to leave this country filled with so many horrible memories but I am dirt poor.
My own parents hate me for being retarded. I have nowhere to go. No job, no money, no skills, I have nothing except my 23 year old hairy ass.
The complex ptsd caused by all these emotional scars has reached another level. I am having heart problems and I am pretty sure I will have a heart failure if this keeps going on. Of course no one will miss my unlucky ass in this cursed planet. I just wish I had the courage and willpower to kill myself before I die due to the scars created by my enemies.