Welcome Dark Cloud.
I can identify with a lot of your traits, others not so much.
We all vary, yet there is a common thread throughout.
I was a Tomboy also and had no care for dating or friendships through my teen years.
Now I am a 63 year old that never grew up inside to desire the things in life most do.
And yes, I've ended up pretty much alone.
Still don't socialise and I never learned to make eye contact either. In most situations, why bother
when it is uncomfortable?
I have a houseshare partner, but, we have little in common and he has his half of the house, I have mine.
I've never lived alone.
I like the statement on finding a passion as I study and keep learning.
Hope you can feel a part of a community here that will be helpful!
I can identify with a lot of your traits, others not so much.
We all vary, yet there is a common thread throughout.
I was a Tomboy also and had no care for dating or friendships through my teen years.
Now I am a 63 year old that never grew up inside to desire the things in life most do.
And yes, I've ended up pretty much alone.
Still don't socialise and I never learned to make eye contact either. In most situations, why bother
when it is uncomfortable?
I have a houseshare partner, but, we have little in common and he has his half of the house, I have mine.
I've never lived alone.
I like the statement on finding a passion as I study and keep learning.
Hope you can feel a part of a community here that will be helpful!