PeacewithNature
Active Member
I'm not sure if I have this disorder or not. I do have a friend who has this disorder though and I have a learning disability. Sometimes it takes me longer to grasp onto things and fully understand them. Usually half the time I look up things myself and go over details and write them down. There's some things I get and other things I get frustrated over. I'm sensitive to light and sound and I have a slight memory problem due to my Learning disability. My doctors are trying to diagnose me and diagnosing me with other disorders. In my opinion, I'm not being properly diagnosed. Yelling and screaming freaks me out and I have to leave my house. When people cry or get sad, I feel it intensely and I do get angry and tend to say very blunt things. That's all I know as far as symptoms go. When I'm around my friend who happens to my old boyfriend who wants me back in his life because he said I'm a good person and how nice I am, I always try to relax myself if I feel myself getting angry because I never want to get angry at him because I love him. I'll go more into this in another thread. I'm here to understand this disorder better and hopefully soon I'll be properly diagnosed.
				
			 
				 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 Yeah my parents own two dogs and whenever I'm eating dinner and they bark, I'm so sensitive to it. Inside I feel really angry and sometimes I yell at them, which I'm trying to control. Right now my house is very relaxed. My niece is coming here and she's very emotional, tends to get temper tantrums and I know when this happens I may have to leave my house because it's very overwhelming for me to take in all at once. I love her and she's my niece, it's just so much for me to take in. I'm depressed myself and when other people around me are sad and I pick up on it, I feel it as well. I do hug her and comfort her, I just need time to relax afterwards. Both my parents are aware of my moods and can't quite figure out what's going on. I'm a loner and only have a few friends. Most of my friends are online and I talk to them when I'm feeling up to it. There's times where I do disappear and I tell them before hand if I ever do this that I'll send them a message telling them that I may be gone for awhile and that I'll contact them once I'm feeling better. At the moment I'm not working due to things happening in my life. Once things get a little better I plan on working again. My doctor says I have a "mood disorder" that's all he said that I have. He never exactly said what I had and this kinda frustrates me to be honest. Think it's time for me to get a new doctor soon.
 Yeah my parents own two dogs and whenever I'm eating dinner and they bark, I'm so sensitive to it. Inside I feel really angry and sometimes I yell at them, which I'm trying to control. Right now my house is very relaxed. My niece is coming here and she's very emotional, tends to get temper tantrums and I know when this happens I may have to leave my house because it's very overwhelming for me to take in all at once. I love her and she's my niece, it's just so much for me to take in. I'm depressed myself and when other people around me are sad and I pick up on it, I feel it as well. I do hug her and comfort her, I just need time to relax afterwards. Both my parents are aware of my moods and can't quite figure out what's going on. I'm a loner and only have a few friends. Most of my friends are online and I talk to them when I'm feeling up to it. There's times where I do disappear and I tell them before hand if I ever do this that I'll send them a message telling them that I may be gone for awhile and that I'll contact them once I'm feeling better. At the moment I'm not working due to things happening in my life. Once things get a little better I plan on working again. My doctor says I have a "mood disorder" that's all he said that I have. He never exactly said what I had and this kinda frustrates me to be honest. Think it's time for me to get a new doctor soon. 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		