SchrodingersMeerkat
trash mammal
Without friends I would
- go to work
- come home
- and sleep,
Those would be the most significant aspects of my life.
With friends I can
- discuss a thought or idea I've had
- be there for them when I have something to offer, when they want to discuss something, or it's an activity I can help with
- enjoy a beer or two with them and have a break from the anxiety and fears I have a lot of the time
- go to places I consider cool, without feeling out of place, such as
o theme parks
o museums
o country walks
o a good movie in a cinema with armchairs and footstools and no annoying talking
o and many other things I find enjoyable
How important are they? I hadn't considered it like that before, I'd always just seen it as life is more enjoyable with friends -- when the friendships are working well. That's why I find it worth the effort it takes to maintain friendships.
But how important are friends? I can live without my friends, but it would be a much harder life, with much more isolation and a feeling that other people are scary and just don't get me. But also, thinking of the good friends I'm no longer in contact with, it feels like there are activities or topics I no longer know how to do, or to talk about, and it feels like a part of me died with the ending of the friendship.
How do you get friends? Ask exploratory questions - such as 'what do you like about xyz', or 'are you looking forward to abc'? There are other ways or doing it, but this I find the most sincere way.
What do you do with them? See what I wrote above on what I can do with friends.
How do you keep them? You need to find a way to have the space you need to yourself respected without it ending the friendship. Of course there are other parts to it, such as don't treat them like a piece of ****, but those are easy to do! Getting the issue of your space being respected is the hard bit, and for me it's the main aspect of maintaining friends.
Why do we need them? See what I wrote above about how important are friends.
What if the people I'm expected to make friends with don't answer my questions or just cut me off when I answer their's? What if they treat ME like ****? IDK, I always feel like I'm being interrogated for some kind of crime when trying to socialize. No one wants to talk about what I want to talk about and what they want to talk about is boring and I KNOW I'm NEVER going to form any lasting connections with these people. Why can't I just talk to people about the things I want to talk about on my own terms on the internet? Why does my case worker insist everything has to be in person?