SchrodingersMeerkat
trash mammal
Wherever I go and for as long as I can remember people have always told me I needed something called "friends". Even in the media, people need these "friend" things apparently. Even as young as three, I can remember auguring back that I didn't want friends...and I didn't. But no one would listen. I'm 30 now and the only person who harasses me about "making friends" is a case worker who will fortunately be leaving the agency soon.
Anyway, why do I need these "friend" things? When I was a kid there was oftentimes a situation in the cartoons where the stereotype genius would get accepted into a school for geniuses but in the end they decided to stay behind with their friends. I never got those type of episodes. But it seems society deems this "friendship" thing as more important than it does anything else. What exactly am I supposed to do with these "friend" things? I was always told I shouldn't talk about my obsessions around other people, but that's the whole reason I wanted to be around other people, to talk about my obsessions. If I can't do that, what's the point? Am I supposed to be miserable? Everyone else seemed like they were having fun? Am I just supposed to be there as a "punching bag"?
Anyway, why do I need these "friend" things? When I was a kid there was oftentimes a situation in the cartoons where the stereotype genius would get accepted into a school for geniuses but in the end they decided to stay behind with their friends. I never got those type of episodes. But it seems society deems this "friendship" thing as more important than it does anything else. What exactly am I supposed to do with these "friend" things? I was always told I shouldn't talk about my obsessions around other people, but that's the whole reason I wanted to be around other people, to talk about my obsessions. If I can't do that, what's the point? Am I supposed to be miserable? Everyone else seemed like they were having fun? Am I just supposed to be there as a "punching bag"?