pastelanxiety
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Since getting diagnosed with autism as an adult a couple months ago and beginning the process of unmasking, I've noticed I'm experiencing more meltdowns than prior. I'm not sure if it's because I'm starting to learn how to unmask and I'm allowing myself to feel and express what have always been surpressed meltdowns, or if I've always experienced them but am now only just noticing them because of the diagnosis/learning more about autism in general.
I recently bought some new clothes and got my first proper haircut in over a year, however tonight I went into total meltdown mode and during the process I had to hide all of my new purchases away and replace them with their older formers because the mere thought of their existence made me so unbelievably anxious and upset.
Not really sure what the purpose of this post is, just sort of voicing my recent realization that meltdowns are something I now appear to experience, and I've probably been experiencing for a while under the guise of just being "stressed out". Wondering if anyone else started to notice something similar once they'd been diagnosed as an adult?
I recently bought some new clothes and got my first proper haircut in over a year, however tonight I went into total meltdown mode and during the process I had to hide all of my new purchases away and replace them with their older formers because the mere thought of their existence made me so unbelievably anxious and upset.
Not really sure what the purpose of this post is, just sort of voicing my recent realization that meltdowns are something I now appear to experience, and I've probably been experiencing for a while under the guise of just being "stressed out". Wondering if anyone else started to notice something similar once they'd been diagnosed as an adult?