No, that's not what I'm saying! I'm saying that if I'm NOT autistic, then I'm am a defect. If i am autistic, then I'm not a defect. I never said autism was a defect.
Autism=I'm not a Defect
Not Autistic But With the Same Problems=I am a Defect
I'm hoping I am autistic and not just a defect. Because if I have those problems for no reason, and I'm not autistic, then I could just be a defective or not made right. That's what I'm saying. If I do have autism, then maybe I'm not a defect. I never said I dreamed of being normal. I do dream of not having sensitive hearing and depression, but other than that, I said I was okay with being autistic. Also, I haven't been here for even a year, just a few months. I learned about autism in May, and I believe I joined in June or July, so it's only been 2-3 months passed.