Hi everyone, this is my first post.
When I was researching the mild learning difficulties of my son I came across repeatedly the description of asbergers syndrome and every time I thought - oh my god, this is me as a child. It's bugging me - so can you tell me - does this sound like asbergers to you?
- I could not make eye-contact out of social fear
- strong social phobia from teenage years onwards
- OCD from teenage years onwards - I was obsessed with making lists
- above average intelligence (had the best a-levels of all my 20 cousins)
- I was constantly criticised by my parents for being 'tactless', not being aware of 'tone of the voice', being too direct (and by that insulting), not responding to cues that showed that my mother was upset,
- could not bond with my parents - have memories when I was maybe four, thinking they are like strangers and finding it very strange that my sister would go up to them for a cuddle - I would never do that
- refused to let anyone touch me (my dad called me 'cactus')
- could not make friends and tagged along my older sister
- was seen as 'difficult' by my parents to the extent that my mother could not interact with me at all (I have 3 siblings who got on with her much better)
- feeling there is something wrong with me - others interact by rules that I do not understand and nobody is telling me what I do wrong.
When I was researching the mild learning difficulties of my son I came across repeatedly the description of asbergers syndrome and every time I thought - oh my god, this is me as a child. It's bugging me - so can you tell me - does this sound like asbergers to you?
- I could not make eye-contact out of social fear
- strong social phobia from teenage years onwards
- OCD from teenage years onwards - I was obsessed with making lists
- above average intelligence (had the best a-levels of all my 20 cousins)
- I was constantly criticised by my parents for being 'tactless', not being aware of 'tone of the voice', being too direct (and by that insulting), not responding to cues that showed that my mother was upset,
- could not bond with my parents - have memories when I was maybe four, thinking they are like strangers and finding it very strange that my sister would go up to them for a cuddle - I would never do that
- refused to let anyone touch me (my dad called me 'cactus')
- could not make friends and tagged along my older sister
- was seen as 'difficult' by my parents to the extent that my mother could not interact with me at all (I have 3 siblings who got on with her much better)
- feeling there is something wrong with me - others interact by rules that I do not understand and nobody is telling me what I do wrong.