No need to cry, we're just glad to help!Dear lovely people,
Thankyou so much for the responses and encouragement. I had not seen that an aspie counsellor who has had a lot of trauma would be so needed but yes it is true and has convinced me that I want to do this.
I have been doing a lot of work on my recovery growth by doing the Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program by Melanie Tonia Evans, which has been very helpful but I am also reading a lot on the subject and have just started another healing course.
There is loads of help online if you do not have the resources to see a psychologist.
I feel nervous because of my health problems but I could take longer to do the training and hopefully get extra help as an aspie though still waiting for diagnosis.
Level 3 which I will be able to start on can be done online. Then level 4 needs to be done at a college and takes 2 years, so it will take 3 years at the least but it will be hugely theraputic for me.
It has only been this year that the full enormity of the narcissistic abuse in my life has become clear. But I have made fast progress in the recovery despite my age. And I am fascinated by human psychology.
Thanks everyone who has responded. I get tearful when I see just how caring this forum is.