I went for my appointment, only to be told that I had already missed it. The writing looked like it said: July, but in fact, it was last month and he did not even contact to find out why I missed it and now on holiday.
Because anger issues has been on a high, went to try and see a dr, but he is on holiday too. However, the receptionist was very pleasant and managed to get me an appointment to see another psychiatrist, which was for today.
At least he agrees with me that I do not suffer depression! However, due to the nature, I get confused as to what to say and thus, because anger is related to my being on the spectrum, I decided to show him my piece of paper. He then confused me even more by asking why did I get tested?????? And even shrugged his shoulders and said something like: so what?
I could feel myself panicking. I do not deal with illogical people very well.
Eventually, he did give me a prescription, but for another unknown medicine and said it is for anxiety and will keep me calm. The trouble is, with Risperdone, it took my anger away completely and the only side effect, was feeling very sleepy. I can also take natural meds with it and so, based on a drama I am watching, where a female says: I do apologise for my saying this, seeing as you are who you are, but. I was able to imiate that and bow my head and say how sorry I am for contradicting him since he is the professional, but....
.... and it worked! He redid the prescription for Risperdone, but completely contradicted himself. First, he said that it is a very strong medicine and then said that I need to take it 3 times a day, because it will not be strong enough! In fact, I was taking even less and it was strong enough to take anger away 100%
I feel he was prejudging me a bit. I do not look "mentally ill". He only sees what is in front of him, so if it had not been for my husband who said that I am suffering horrendeously from anger issues, I feel that he would say that I did not need medicine.
I would really like to not take any medicine, but I feel miserable suffering from anger.
Because anger issues has been on a high, went to try and see a dr, but he is on holiday too. However, the receptionist was very pleasant and managed to get me an appointment to see another psychiatrist, which was for today.
At least he agrees with me that I do not suffer depression! However, due to the nature, I get confused as to what to say and thus, because anger is related to my being on the spectrum, I decided to show him my piece of paper. He then confused me even more by asking why did I get tested?????? And even shrugged his shoulders and said something like: so what?
I could feel myself panicking. I do not deal with illogical people very well.
Eventually, he did give me a prescription, but for another unknown medicine and said it is for anxiety and will keep me calm. The trouble is, with Risperdone, it took my anger away completely and the only side effect, was feeling very sleepy. I can also take natural meds with it and so, based on a drama I am watching, where a female says: I do apologise for my saying this, seeing as you are who you are, but. I was able to imiate that and bow my head and say how sorry I am for contradicting him since he is the professional, but....
.... and it worked! He redid the prescription for Risperdone, but completely contradicted himself. First, he said that it is a very strong medicine and then said that I need to take it 3 times a day, because it will not be strong enough! In fact, I was taking even less and it was strong enough to take anger away 100%
I feel he was prejudging me a bit. I do not look "mentally ill". He only sees what is in front of him, so if it had not been for my husband who said that I am suffering horrendeously from anger issues, I feel that he would say that I did not need medicine.
I would really like to not take any medicine, but I feel miserable suffering from anger.