Wishitaway
New Member
Hi all,
Basically, I started working about two months ago and I'm finding it extremely draining mentally. I never fit in anywhere and I'm trying so hard to fit in, I want to be liked but I've already been told in a very jokingly manner that I talk a lot (this was said without malice) but I find it really hard to know when to stop talking. I am fully aware that I talk too much and overshare but it often happens before I can even stop it.
My self esteem has always been awful since my childhood wasn't the best and school was pretty horrific. I constantly feel like I'm doing everything wrong and that people are fed up with me. I'm worried I'm doing and saying the wrong things. I'm quite blunt sometimes whereas other times I let people walk all over me.
How do I raise my confidence because this is draining me? I'm exhausted with worrying all the time and trying so hard to fit in. I'm on a waiting list for therapy but we all know how that one goes
I'm currently sat in the house cringing about how much I've talked and overshared at work when I should have just shut my mouth, so I'm even worrying when I'm out of work.
Basically, I started working about two months ago and I'm finding it extremely draining mentally. I never fit in anywhere and I'm trying so hard to fit in, I want to be liked but I've already been told in a very jokingly manner that I talk a lot (this was said without malice) but I find it really hard to know when to stop talking. I am fully aware that I talk too much and overshare but it often happens before I can even stop it.
My self esteem has always been awful since my childhood wasn't the best and school was pretty horrific. I constantly feel like I'm doing everything wrong and that people are fed up with me. I'm worried I'm doing and saying the wrong things. I'm quite blunt sometimes whereas other times I let people walk all over me.
How do I raise my confidence because this is draining me? I'm exhausted with worrying all the time and trying so hard to fit in. I'm on a waiting list for therapy but we all know how that one goes
I'm currently sat in the house cringing about how much I've talked and overshared at work when I should have just shut my mouth, so I'm even worrying when I'm out of work.