I'm recently diagnosed in February 2018 - What I'm starting to realize, is how much the "masked self-image" is much different than the actual person I am. I'm still trying to comprehend who I really am because between the self deception of masking and all the phases of development that are still back at a early stage. I realize that my understanding of the subtleties of courtship can be misunderstood. I'm thinking dating others on the spectrum may be the best way to go. I'm very new at all this and would appreciate any insights.. or better alternatives to on-line dating.