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"Anxiety & Despair"

Misery

Amalga Heart
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...is what I'm calling this thing.

I learned to use Procreate recently. FINALLY. Making my overpriced iPad finally do what it was bought for.

The idea was sorta inspired by @Rodafina's "bad brain day" thread. The actual style/look of the image was inspired by two games: Eversion, and Void Rains Upon Her Heart.

I made two versions of this. The first one is the original, made strictly in Procreate. The second one was run through one of my many "processing" apps. I figured I'd just post them both.

This is actually the SECOND Procreate project I've been working on but the first one is definitely not done yet.

But anyway:


aaaaaaaaaaa.webp


how.webp


The only problem is how bloody long this took.

I'd intended on just making something super quick, but then it just ballooned out into something much more involved.

The hardest part was actually making that stupid heart.

Now I dont want to so much as look at the iPad for like a week. Good grief, I think I drained like 70% of the battery JUST doing that. It took forever.
 

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