d1star
Active Member
Recently I have seen a psychologist knowing I'm either aspie or add and after a few tests including iq test which was 115 she said I just had a slight case of anxiety. All my life I've been different, I have made friends quite easily because we moved around a lot but have struggled to keep friends as I can be annoying and quite outspoken. I have been to jail 5 times between 17 and 25 (now 33) but have never had a drug problem only ever had small amounts of soft drugs recreationaly. Generaly I'm fine with party's but only if I'm drinking I can't do social events sober as I get really anxious and small social events are really hard even with alcohol. My main problem is I'm not consistent with anything and my work suffers, and alcohol seems to make me feel and act and talk so much more like 'normal' people do. Is there medication that can make me feel like I've had 4 ciders all the time? Because even though I only drink 1/2 a slab a week at the moment I feel like I'm at risk of becoming an alcoholic in the future.....