Daydreamer
Scatterbrained Creative
Sometimes I feel the need to say a particular set of words (Boom, cha, say wha'?) after I do certain things, and I'm not even sure why anymore. I guess you could call it a compulsion. However, it's not one that heavily plagues my mind per say. Usually if I refrain from doing it then I get this strange feeling.
The best way that I can think to describe it is by comparing it to a jigsaw puzzle. Imagine that you have almost completed a jigsaw, and only have one piece left. As tempting as it is to put that last piece in, you decide to leave it and walk out the door. It's not a big deal, but at the same time...it doesn't feel right. Now and then you think about that jigsaw during your day, it doesn't worry or haunt you, but at the same time this feeling follows you around. It's just kind of there in the background of your mind. Or maybe that's just me, if I left a jigsaw that only needed one more piece I'd randomly start thinking about it during the day.
When I don't say it, I get this feeling almost as if something is incomplete/ slightly off until I do. It's a slight nagging feeling that doesn't consume everything, but it's just almost constantly there in the background of my thoughts. I say this phrase when;
- Stopping to look behind me.
- When I leave most mornings.
-After tucking a chair under a desk or table.
-Occasionally after locking doors.
Not really sure why I do this anymore. I don't know if this is more a routine or a compulsion. Maybe it's a compulsive routine. *Shrugs* Anyone else here get this? :/
The best way that I can think to describe it is by comparing it to a jigsaw puzzle. Imagine that you have almost completed a jigsaw, and only have one piece left. As tempting as it is to put that last piece in, you decide to leave it and walk out the door. It's not a big deal, but at the same time...it doesn't feel right. Now and then you think about that jigsaw during your day, it doesn't worry or haunt you, but at the same time this feeling follows you around. It's just kind of there in the background of your mind. Or maybe that's just me, if I left a jigsaw that only needed one more piece I'd randomly start thinking about it during the day.
When I don't say it, I get this feeling almost as if something is incomplete/ slightly off until I do. It's a slight nagging feeling that doesn't consume everything, but it's just almost constantly there in the background of my thoughts. I say this phrase when;
- Stopping to look behind me.
- When I leave most mornings.
-After tucking a chair under a desk or table.
-Occasionally after locking doors.
Not really sure why I do this anymore. I don't know if this is more a routine or a compulsion. Maybe it's a compulsive routine. *Shrugs* Anyone else here get this? :/