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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Bang your head! Metal health will drive you mad! 46 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I am eternally a non human.
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    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    No you're not. Why do you think you are not a human ?!
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    So... I think it would be helpful for you to not drink until you get your sleeping problem taken care of. Alcohol is a depressant. You need to take care of your emotional state as much as possible. I hope you're okay.
    Markness
    Markness
    You are my metal brother and anyone who dismisses you needs to grow up.
    Metalhead
    I feel like I am the token retard at most of the places I go to.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Why are you saying this? Are you clincally depressed? Like might need meds temporary?
    tree
    tree
    @Metalhead
    That sounds like an idea your mother gave you.
    Metalhead
    I feel like crawling into bed and crying all weekend long.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I'm sorry. Things should get better once your medical device arrives that you are waiting for.
    Metalhead
    People want me to die.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    What happen?
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Seems like you went through something rough last night, @Metalhead and were really hurt by a friend. I hope you can regain your equilibrium and quiet the negative stories.

    It's a new day today. You've pulled yourself out of dark days before. You can do it again.
    Judge
    Judge
    A lesson learned recently myself. That even those closest to us (or so we thought) are capable of such malice.
    Metalhead
    I should have been a miscarriage. I have no reason to exist.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are letting your mom win when you think like that. Why let her sabotage your life?
    Metalhead
    One of my closest friends chose a codependent relationship with a parasite over keeping in touch with me. That feels like a dagger has been shoved into me and twisted with barb wire and salt.
    Metalhead
    This bourbon tastes divine.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You xan drink, but eventually, you still need to deal with the emotions. Instead of numbing yourself, start acknowledging how you feel?
    Metalhead
    My job is the only place in the world where I am needed. I am disposable to everybody else.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    We don't think you're disposable here on the forum either.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had some marijuana because I want to feel like I don’t give a damn about anything for a while.
    Metalhead
    I just got talked to. I now am expected to stay at the office for 15 minutes more a day than what I usually have been working, to cover the office until 4:30pm exactly. I am the only person who has to show up here five days a week. I am the only person at this office who has a bad commute here and back. And I have not been getting any solid sleep to boot. I want to fall asleep and not wake up for a long while.
    Metalhead
    I am being fitted for a BIPAP on June 6 and I resent that I have to wait that long.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I wish it was sooner for you, but at least you have a day to count down towards now.
    Metalhead
    I want to fall asleep and stay asleep for a solid 8 hours. That is too much for me to ask for apparently.
    tree
    tree
    Sleeping longer than 2 hours in a row would be very novel for me.
    Metalhead
    I just got offered a pair of tickets to see Cradle of Filth in downtown Tacoma this Sunday night, Now to find somebody willing to go with me to this show. Otherwise I'll just go alone and take an Uber home.
    Metalhead
    I feel like I want to fall asleep and stay asleep until I am fully rested. But that won’t happen with 79 disturbances an hour in my sleep. I have felt miserable for far too long.
    IXxTchxXI
    IXxTchxXI
    Have you tried catnip tea? It used to work for me and yes, catnip tea is a thing lol
    Judge
    Judge
    That's how I felt until the middle of this morning. When I went into my bathroom and discovered I forgot to take my nightly meds still sitting on a shelf in my medicine cabinet. #@!^&*$@
    oregano
    oregano
    I have devised a system to let me know when I've taken the right meds at the right time. I can't explain it fully here, but it relies on a visible shelf of bottles and the specific positioning of said med bottles.
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