I am finding myself fantasizing about killing myself in moments in the past that would have inflicted maximum damage against my family. This can't be healthy.
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A drink will only make me feel worse tonight.
Honestly I am feeling down and depressed tonight, and I know this will improve once my sleep apnea starts to get treated. I am trying not to let it get to me.
I want to party tonight. Pull out the cigars and the ginger ale. Invite friends over and watch new release movies with them. Or maybe play board games instead. Who is interested in joining me in my living room tonight?
Slept most of the day and had super bizarre dreams that would have triggered me a couple of years ago. Now I just wake up and think - whoa, that was bizarre. Time to hit the gym again.
Went to the gym this morning, going to game by myself this afternoon. Maybe I will make myself nachos for dinner.
Game of Thrones is addictive. Lots of twists and turns and double crosses in the plot.
I am thinking of buying a sun lamp to help with my SAD symptoms during this time of year.
Going out for Indian food after work today. Saag shrimp with a side of garlic naan. Then I am going to watch M3GAN when I get home after that.
Going to try to make my own spaghetti sauce from scratch tonight with some hot Italian sausage.
Just spent more than two hours on the phone with a customer service agent who made Dumb and Dumber look like Stephen Hawking in comparison to her ability to do her job.
OK, I have an appointment in a couple of weeks to try out different CPAP masks to find one that will work for me. I probably am going to shave my beard off in the name of getting a much better sleep. RIP beard.
Sleep apnea is one of my largest problems today, and I think it may be a contributing factor to my on and off depression the last couple of months.
I feel like falling asleep and not waking up again. Dreams are more fun than my reality.
I feel like hibernating until the cold weather outside ends.
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I am having trouble staying awake at my desk today, and I do not know why. I know I have untreated sleep apnea, none of the masks work for me.
I feel like smoking some weed and listening to Sleep. You have to be stoned to appreciate that band. -
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