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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    First thing i just open my eyes and Maddog and my mother are arguing over.... Get this.... Being allowed to use my sister's computer because it can run his Total War and Civilization games but mine can't... So i've spent the whole morning bringing it back and forth upstairs and downstairs. Kill me.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Geeze Louise. Parents.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Seems like these arguments last forever when they happen but damn if they don't blow over quick.
    UberScout
    Real Life Hidden Secret #2: Lengthy explanations to your fam not hitting right when you're catching your breath after a heavy chore? Try short, one-word-at-a-time phrases containing common wordplay understood by the family; eg. "My legs are wobbly from lifting" into "Heavy make legs break". Yeah, it's caveman-like, but you're listening to your body, not Language Arts class!
    UberScout
    Real Life Hidden Secrets #1: Journal getting too cramped with lengthy entries? If you don't have time to save your game the long way, write the date and next to that, a 0/10 rating of anxiety scale.
    UberScout
    ...just took a leftover of one of my ADHD meds i didn't know i had (read: sometimes i store a couple in a little tiny drawer on my desk for in case i need to stay up for something. I live in a bad neighborhood and sometimes we have scares, so Maddog will have someone stay up to make sure no nighttime robberies happen. You gotta remember he was in the military.)
    UberScout
    Bored and desperate to play a new Quake 1 mod i got but Maddog is asleep downstairs and for whatever reason wants my computer downstairs... Guess i'm playing Ultima 4 on my DOSBox upstairs. No biggie though, I LOVE that game! Also I just took a leftover of my ADHD medication I didn't know i had (cont.)
    UberScout
    I think i know what one of my problems is: psychotic depression. Lots of things in life have NOT been kind to me and my family; in fact life has been very cruel to us in the past. I think the above combined with PTSD is what I'm struggling with... It's the only explanation i can think of.
    UberScout
    Me: Last seen watching TF2 Air 2 and pretending life is a Gmod machinima because i'm THAT bored
    UberScout
    I'm using my delta vape to help me sleep now (don't worry i did a small hit) and i noticed it's making my dreams more inmersive.
    UberScout
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Let's just say Maddog can smell really well.
    tree
    tree
    So?
    What happens if he smells it?

    He comes and breaks your crayons?
    Or what?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    No, he doesn't break anything. Just gets jealous that somrbody else has some THC for a second. He starts playing Civilization and immediatrly forgets. Still i try to avoid it.
    UberScout
    #RealityIsNotMyFriend #GodIsMissing
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    musicallessness
    musicallessness
    haha 420 chars.... seriously, i had a vision with a leaf and a big red circle witha red line through it... i ask god why i love this herb...? if only someone can explain why this the herb is bad for us
    UberScout
    UberScout
    musicallessness you're so kind. It's so calming to know that even someone on the other side of the world can make you feel better.

    Wait.
    "Rebelious angel"...?
    Who exactly are you refering to...?
    musicallessness
    musicallessness
    I guess his name was Lucifer ugh light bringer morningstar haven't you seen Lucifer on Netflix? Thx friend for your reply it makes me smile too.
    UberScout
    I HAVE TO LIVE IN MY ROOM. IT IS THE ONLY WAY THINGS CAN BE PEACEFUL. I MUST NEVER, EVER UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES COME OUT OF MY ROOM. LIVING AS A HERMIT IS THE ONLY TO KEEP THINGS PEACEFUL
    mysterionz
    mysterionz
    being alone in solitude can be amazing. look at the cute hermit crab below as well!

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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oops. Something went down didn't it? Now that the state isn't checking, maddog just turned into a jerk?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Little more to it than that. Our case was closed but Maddog is actually still taking his meds (since AFTER Halloween believe it or not!!) And he's actually become much nicer. I think now it's just me having horrible timing. Still, I keep to my P's n Q's just in case.
    UberScout
    They closed our case! They're finally going to leave us alone!
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That's good news. You really don't want them up your butt. No doubt. I am glad for your younger sister.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I had the police come out when married, and l was afraid of my daughter being taken away, so l lied and said nothing was wrong.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    They = DSS, otherwise known as The Local Baby Factory.
    UberScout
    Guys... I'm not.... I'm not okay at all. I don't think I ever will be again and I don't want to put effort time or energy into trying to recover. If i do i'm just going to get blindsided by life again and i'll be right back where i started with it. It's easier on myself if I just not worry about trying to find happiness ever again. Besides I wasn't meant to have a happy life anyway.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    I'm about to let go.
    Markness
    Markness
    I second what Forest Cat is saying. I tend to feel like you do but with what my instructor told me yesterday, I am starting to see that things can get better.
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    Owliet
    I also agree with @Forest Cat and @Markness May be difficult to see but it does get better. We have a saying here that there is always light in the tunnel. I have that given to me whenever I go into my depression moments. It does help. But I hope that you have someone around who can support you during this time.
    UberScout
    Aloe: Last seen carrying a passed out UberScout with two dolphins on either side back to her cave, where a blue glow begins to emanate brightly once everyone's inside. She is heard speaking a chant for a healing spell.
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    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    Under very hard situations that involve not getting care from caretakers, some childs cant integrate their personality and in order to survive they develop into multiple alters. That is called Disociative Identity Disorder. I guess Aloe is a protective alter and thus is real.

    en.wikipedia.org

    Dissociative identity disorder - Wikipedia

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    Of course Im just guessing.
    TheName
    TheName
    Hi Aloe, nice to meet You:)
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I created Aloe because there was a real need for her and there always will be.
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