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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    It's just nothing but faith-killingly depressing when you have a mother with barely any mental illness at all but a stepfather who's like %1000 schizo and just because you're autistic and bad at doing anything perfectly he decides to hate you and turn on you emotionally.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    And no matter how much I pray and beg God for mercy, this is the ONE THING he chooses not to fix.
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    UberScout
    I almost hung myself with a paranoid from my survival kit this morning because of the rude awakening I got that lead to this whole day. Still hated.
    UberScout
    "This is Bravo 7 re iterating previous request for care package. Squad is experiencing malnutrition. Most common request appears to be mass quantities of rotisserie chicken. Over."
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    Borogrove.app turns out to not even use the Standard Rule Definitions rulebook for I7 so I can't even setup my everyday game engine (money handling, liquid volume etc.) How am I going to program 2 liters of infinite Pepsi now?!

    I HAVE CUSTOMERS WAITING, DAMN IT
    UberScout
    FIVE DAYS IN THE HOTEEEEEEEEEEEL
    tree
    tree
    How'd that happen?
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    UberScout
    Because my family gets paid to be ourselves lol (SSI)
    Tired
    Tired
    Why do you choose hotel instead of hostel or some apartment for rent? They're cheaper, so you can stay there for longer
    UberScout
    If anybody on this site, anybody at all, is able to help provide support or assistance getting out of this bind i am in, please, please contact me immediately. There is no violence or physical abuse happening, I'm just tired of things being this way and I don't want to make them deal with my own mental fits because of it.
    UberScout
    Still sick with a bad cold since last week. Step-dad now complains how I haven't gotten up to do anything. Says I'm not really sick. Didn't sleep last night due to a coughing fit that made my throat hurt bad. Hate this life.
    UberScout
    Good lord on his golden throne above. Christmas Eve/Day was HELL. Step-dad went so manic he eventually just completely lost focus for about 3 days of our whole stay at the Baymont. Did not even get to celebrate the holiday. Never celebrating again.
    tree
    tree
    Does he receive any treatment
    for emotional/mental health?
    UberScout
    >> There's this older guy and his wife and I think older sister or something. Seems nice enough so I ask if he can spare a few bucks for a bagel or something, down on my luck etc. Originally shakes his head no and says "You're on your own, bud." I kid you not five seconds later when they leave he comes right back and gives me $7, and even apologized to me!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Tbh I wasn't even upset by it. But hey, you really can't stay mad at a guy like that.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    He didn't want to do it in front of his wife. I have received tips from working as waitress like this. They don't want to tip me in front of their wife. Glad you are at site.
    UberScout
    Aight get this. Stuck downtown at home right now because it's gotten below 30 Fahrenheit out here, and we decided to go stay at the warming shelter (there's a baptist church here right after the Cotton Exchange, every year they open for a week to a few days or so). This afternoon, went and sat on a bench where some commonly-seen spirits (yes, my hometown is haunted... fun fact: one of them likes music.) hang out >>
    UberScout
    Got myself a survival kit from Walmart. And it would be day 4 or so of following my stepdad's "soldier life" teachings. To be brutally honest, considering my usual opinions here on my status wall, actually doing what he has been going over with me is not only causing EVERYTHING I should have been learning and picking up on this whole time to stick like glue, I've actually been enjoying it!
    UberScout
    Step-dad has been talking to me about when he used to be a soldier. Has been having serious talks about wanting me to "live" like a soldier. I have to be honest, despite the ways he has approached me before on being a man and what it is like to be a soldier, protecting your loved ones, knowing how to do things.... This time I think he's on to something.
    Judge
    Judge
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    UberScout
    Actually being one -- Oh yeah, it goes without saying I'm a long way off from that. I wasn't expecting it to happen like *that*, it's just a goal I've set.
    Living like one -- What i often forget to mention is that my stepdad actually used to be a soldier. He was a weapons master. He still talks and acts like a typical civilian, obviously.
    UberScout
    Thanksgiving and my family and I still haven't gotten paid yet?!

    What in God's name am I even waiting for anymore?!
    tree
    tree
    Paid?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Waiting for government support, they could be slow due to shutdown.
    UberScout
    Of course, yesterday morning walking back through the woods in the park nature trail to get to my rain ruined tent... There were Yellow Jackets. One stung me... Twice...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    "A single Yellow Jacket poses no threat to one's life, unless they possess an allergy to the venom found in a Yellow Jacket's glands. To a person with no allergy to it, it would take 1500 stings before the venom overpowers someone and kills them in 1d6 hours, though you would have to be intentionally allowing yourself to be stung that many times."
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    UberScout
    "In any case, if one feels threatened, they initiate an attack and begins its combat rounds with a 1d100 roll against a creature's DEX score; if the bug succeeds, they sting for 1d4 points of piercing damage. Being stung introduces a very painful, but not fatal dose of venom which burns like unholy hell for 1d8 hours afterward."
    Nervous Rex
    Nervous Rex
    I was doing some woodwork outside one time and the noise from my hammering attracted a wasp that stung my arm. I immediately killed it with the hammer and then realized that, without thinking, I had violiently struck my own arm with a hammer three times.
    UberScout
    I was able to surprise my family by returning to Wilmington early yesterday because a nice guy saw me walking on the road in Swansboro and gave me a ride to the nearest Greyhound station in Jacksonville. The man even paid for my ticket! Not only did he cover me on it, it only cost him $17.97, so I didn't even have to feel bad about him spending anything!
    UberScout
    WELL, IT SEEMS THAT THE ATLAS COMET THAT NEWS IS GOING MENTAL OVER IS NOW APPARENTLY ALIEN TECH AND THERES A GROUP FROM NASA LAUNCHING A DEFENSE PROTOCOL. CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHERE THE NEAREST BUNKER OR SCOUT SHIP IS? ASKING FOR A FRIEND
    TBRS1
    TBRS1
    My S.O. is all over this. I think we've watch 20 videos about it.

    I'm gonna build a ray gun to repell green aliens.
    oregano
    oregano
    PANIC! WE'RE UNDER ATTACK!

    UberScout
    I found a NES homebrew game called Double Dream. You're a little jester guy in a dream world, and when you jump with A and press A in midair there's this spinkick move he does; hit the ground or a wall with it and he bounces and gains momentum. Guess what I've doing for the past three hours since I woke up?



    My thumbs hurt...
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